God I miss him!!!
I miss Matt so very much today. There were so many reminders of him today. When I woke up I missed him so much I almost started to cry. Then while I was getting dressed the remix version of "I'm Alreay There" by Lonestar came on. It's the version where the military is deploying and all of the wives, kids, and men are talking. I went into hystarics. Then Matt had a job at one at Arlington, at 1:15 as I'm walking home from the bus, what song comes on? Trace Adkins song.... "We Made it to Arlington."
I just miss him so much I can barely stand it! I just want to see him, hold him, have him run his fingers through my hair... you know, the normal thing's two people in a relationship do. But for now, 29 more days until we see each other. But one thing's for sure many more days like this I cannot bare.
I just miss him so much I can barely stand it! I just want to see him, hold him, have him run his fingers through my hair... you know, the normal thing's two people in a relationship do. But for now, 29 more days until we see each other. But one thing's for sure many more days like this I cannot bare.