I'm a horrible fiancee....

[indianashottie]

Last night I went to bed at one. This morning I woke up at four a.m. I haven't had a nap. So why am I still up? I can't sleep, because all I can think about is how horrible I've been to the love of my life this past week. I've been catty, rude, snide remarks all over the place, and frankly just down right mean. I want my body to hurry up and adjust to the BC so I can be normal again!!!

Matt, I'm sorry. I love you!!