I feel like I'm a teenager again, What I mean is I've felt this way before.Knowing my father was going to die and everything would fall on me I hated this feeling then and I hate it now. I never wanted any of this... And this isn't even related to that. I just feel confused and don't even know what to do at this point.
I mean when my confession made the cardinal choke on whatever he was drinking, I didn't think i was so sinful but it seems in my years since my youth I have become something the mirror doesn't recognize. But when I look in that mirror the only difference I see is a new hair style and a few tattoos. Maybe some of the years showing but in a way of maturing not getting wrinkles or anything...I'm so far off topic.
Reborn, Tsuna. Do you think me a bad man?
I need a break from all of this. Not my work no I can handle that I need a break from my home life... I need some time alone again not with Aya or Reborn being a burden...I don't even know where I could go or what I could do but I don't know...
Knowing hes here makes me wish that I don't have to be here when I end up alone again... I bought this house just for it to be emptied, I should have known. It wasn't meant to be.
hey, Yoko. Are you busy Monday night? I don't want to seem forward but if not how would you like to come stay somewhere with me for the night?
-Dino