I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair...
Okay so despite no real plans besides work I still managed to make my week dramatic!LOL!... I began by fainting in the begining of the week...Yes I fainted, it's my fault when I feel sick like that I should really rest.....THEN...I got sick for like two days but that went away thank goodness...and FINALLY... today I broke/sprained my finger!!!!.... I have no idea what I'm going to do with myself *sigh*...anyway... I got my report card!!!! 3.75....F***K YAH!!!! I worked hard this past semester and despite all the personal emotional rollercoaster and turmoil I did well <3 I wanted to tell my dad soo bad but he's in TX, in treatment lockdown so that will just have to wait...
I'm ready for school to start, being in LA, seeing the boyz, and hangin at Cat's was like the most amazing thing ever but it made me miss them soo much more now... It's nice to feel so blessed, so close to your friends that you really do care about them and they care about you...Makes me feel special....worth something....My mom took me out to dinner last night and we talked about alot... She apologized about not having my 21st b-day party...(its kinda like being jewish and not having a barmitzvah)... I'm okay though, don't get me wrong I have been waiting for this celebration for awhile but I'm not upset about the celebration soo much as I'm upset about getting to bring my LA family and my blood family together...to have my sisters, the boyz, my friends, my family, my cousins...everyone who is important to me together....All of the loss brought on from this summer has just mad eme realize how much i want to celebrate the people who are most important to me together in one space...just imagine being surrounded by that much love...Too many time people are only surrounded by that many people who love them at weddings and funerals...I dont want that to be the case...
I'm so scared and excited to be a senior, it's soo crazy!!! But I'm soo nervous...I dont want to leave LMU at all...I'm going to miss my home soo much...LMU is my home....at least I plan on staying in LA...at least that's the plan...we'll see....Anyway's there's not much time till school starts!!!! I have to work all of next week then on Thursday I leave for Oregon...then I work again and <3*tears*<3 trav leaves on the 18th so i'll be calling him to say farewell and good luck....I'm soooo excited for him!!! Then I have a week to pack everything up and on friday the 25th I move in to Hannon!!!!...Sooo much to do so little time!!!
Anyway I'm soo excited about seeing Emma next week! It's been way too long<3...I can't wait to see her, meet everyone, and see her house but most of all just see her...
Anyway it's taking me forever to type and my hand is begining to throb....probablly not soo good...so good night ...I luv and miss you all...Tasha