Never leave anything unsaid...
I can't believe this is happening...this should have never happened...at 2:30 am on 7/8 Ryan Huhn got into a horrible accident he was taked to the hospital and put on life support, then in the evening Ryan passed away and went to a far better place then here...He donated his organs giving other the opportunity and chance at life...I can't believe he's gone...
As soon as I got the call, the pastbegan to play in my head like and old movie...I remember the first day that Ryan walked into our classroom in I think it was 5th or 6th grade...his gorgeous eyes and charming smile...My first crush in fact and one of my closest friends before HS...I remember performing with him, singing "Are you that somebody?"...me singing Aaliyah and him Timbaland...My 14th birthday he made me this birthday card with cut-outs of music notes and a huge banner in my room I kept it up till it fell down a month later...Our senior retreat at St.Dorothy's rest....I can't believe he's gone...I can't even think right now...
Our class has been through this soo much, I just can't even describe how it felt when Renee and Jennie passed away, to just have graduated and know that they wouldn't be going on...and now graduating and facing the real world knowing Ryan won't get that chance...
You feel so thrown...you want to do something but you can't. It's not like when someone is sick either, with illness you have some warning but this is like someone grabbing the person away from you...I just keep thinking back to the Ryan I grew up with, the first boy to ask me to dance, who use to rap while I sang, who came and saw me when I was sick...I remember at grad night going up to him and the two of us talking about the old days of St.Rose, I told him about my crush on him and we shared some of the memmories of our friendship...I would give anything to go back to that night...we were soo happy...I just hope he knows how much he was loved...soo soo much...
It's just so disheartenning to loose two of your close friends so close together and to just think of those friends who are no longer here...they are our angels now, watching over us...It's just sooo wrong soo wrong for this to be happening I don't even know what to do with myself right now...pray?...cry?...
Tell the ones you love that you love them, Tell the ones you miss that you miss them, hug the ones that are close enough as much as you can and don't waste any time becasue you never know when there won't be a tommorow....I love and misss you all soo much....Ryan I love you soo much and hope that you hear my prayers for you and your family, God's speed, may you bee happy and in peace....Luv Always Tasha
As soon as I got the call, the pastbegan to play in my head like and old movie...I remember the first day that Ryan walked into our classroom in I think it was 5th or 6th grade...his gorgeous eyes and charming smile...My first crush in fact and one of my closest friends before HS...I remember performing with him, singing "Are you that somebody?"...me singing Aaliyah and him Timbaland...My 14th birthday he made me this birthday card with cut-outs of music notes and a huge banner in my room I kept it up till it fell down a month later...Our senior retreat at St.Dorothy's rest....I can't believe he's gone...I can't even think right now...
Our class has been through this soo much, I just can't even describe how it felt when Renee and Jennie passed away, to just have graduated and know that they wouldn't be going on...and now graduating and facing the real world knowing Ryan won't get that chance...
You feel so thrown...you want to do something but you can't. It's not like when someone is sick either, with illness you have some warning but this is like someone grabbing the person away from you...I just keep thinking back to the Ryan I grew up with, the first boy to ask me to dance, who use to rap while I sang, who came and saw me when I was sick...I remember at grad night going up to him and the two of us talking about the old days of St.Rose, I told him about my crush on him and we shared some of the memmories of our friendship...I would give anything to go back to that night...we were soo happy...I just hope he knows how much he was loved...soo soo much...
It's just so disheartenning to loose two of your close friends so close together and to just think of those friends who are no longer here...they are our angels now, watching over us...It's just sooo wrong soo wrong for this to be happening I don't even know what to do with myself right now...pray?...cry?...
Tell the ones you love that you love them, Tell the ones you miss that you miss them, hug the ones that are close enough as much as you can and don't waste any time becasue you never know when there won't be a tommorow....I love and misss you all soo much....Ryan I love you soo much and hope that you hear my prayers for you and your family, God's speed, may you bee happy and in peace....Luv Always Tasha