I've thought long and hard about the things I want most in my life

[indiabloslair]

for the past 7 years I've struggled through a very long self identifying conflict, most of you have watched me grow from an innocent teenager.... too the young adult I am now.

I've come to many conclusions, walked many roads, and in the end it's come down to this.

I've gotten really, really busy lately

and this is where my life has gone in bullet points

- I've started writing several scripts towards my own webcomic
- I've started my own lighting and sound company, my first party is 14 days away
- I have a steady job, with health benefits
- I've discovered rent is expensive and I still can't afford it, but I'm trying anyway
- I've found it very easy to add or lose friends lately, even ones that I've known for years

I've no time for myself anymore
but unlike last time,
I find myself enjoying my own presence
and I've found that I don't want to stop moving
so...

here goes...

I'm jumping off the cliff now

jana mark