Yuffie came over the other night and we had the talk about our fling. We decided that we're dating now, which isn't really any different than flinging, I guess. But really, who the hell flings for as long as we did? At least my first actual dating experience is with a guy like Yuff, he's not all clingy or serious all the time. I don't think I could
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*sighs*
The thing between me and Penn, is me and Penn. Well mostly me. He wants me to be safe and happy and have a good life. He doesn't think that can happen here. It has nothing to do with you or the other kids. The only connection is, is that he keeps hearing me say over and over that you all deserve better than a life here. Got him thinking that maybe I do too.
I tend to believe I have the life I want, right here with him. And hell yeah I worry about you guys, everyday, and I'm a little freaked to have you all here. So so many things can go wrong.
But you can't blame them from wanting the same things you do. I personally think you all are nuts. I left you all a long time ago, and I don't understand why you all find it so damn important to want me back. But I'm selfish too, sweetie and whatever reason it is I dont care I'll take it.
Honestly nobody is messing anything up but me. And I'm trying very hard not to.
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Fine, I'll share you and Penn but they have to behave and learn how to live here. And you and Penn don't have to be the ones to take that on by yourselves, either. I can help them adjust faster and between the three of us, and Yuffie, Eva and Cristoff I guess, they'll either learn or move back east.
*points a finger at Izzy and smiles a little*
But you and Penn better kiss and make up and quit thinking you have to watch out for us all the time.
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We already did, sweets. Everything will work out as it should. Okay? I have enough things on my plate right now, you worrying is not something I need to worry about.
*looks at her*
I'm just glad we got through this conversation without singing.
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*frowns*
Dude, has anyone figured out why we're singing at all?
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*shrugs*
I just assumed that Mr.Giles and them would be trying to figure it out. I guess its probably not a good plan to assume. I'll see what I can find out.
It happen to you yet?
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*smiles at her*
Why, did it happen to you?
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*looks at her curious*
So what did you sing about?
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I sang about my fling with Yuffie. And then he sang and then I sang again and yeah. We're dating now.
*raises an eyebrow at her and grins*
Not like you didn't already know that.
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What? I didn't say anything about you and Yuffies fling. You guys are adults, I figured you'd muddle your way through somehow.
*smiles the I knew it all along song.*
So you sang about you true feelings for Yuffie, Eva sang about wanting to marry Cristoff, Penn sang about feeling responsible. Notice a theme here?
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Uh huh, but you always seem to know these things anyway.
*frowns and winces a little*
Dude, Eva sang about wanting to marry him? That's harsh man, and I thought I had it bad with my little 'I wanna be your girlfriend' song.
So we're all singing about things we probably wouldn't talk about?
*shrugs*
Well, I already did my embarassing thing. There's not much else I won't talk about so I might be safe.
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Well if she really wants to marry him, which she does, and if it means they are getting married, which they are, and that they are happy about this, which again, they are. Then I'd say it was a good thing. I'm happy for them.
*thoughtful*
And you and Yuffie are happy? Got you're feeling all out in the open?
*something dawns on her but doesn't let on*
You guys sang together?
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I guess it worked out then for them.
Yeah, as far as I know we're happy. It's not really any different than having a fling, except we do more than have sex.
Um, we kinda did. I mean, we were talking about the singing thing and I just came out and told him what I'd sang about. So we were talking about it and that's when he sang, and then I did.
*grins*
Then we went out for dinner and made a whole restaurant sing.
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*looks very serious*
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Yeah, why?
But the restaurant singing thing? That was us just seeing if we could get them to join in, not like the other times when it was like we couldn't help ourselves.
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