alone...
yea,today im at home, or sort of, since my moms at work and im alone i walked to the neighbors, since there away (im pet sitting) and theyve given me unlimited access to the wonders of television and computers!! so im jumping with joy about that...They have this awesome dog, Bodie, hes this giant Newfoundland, like the king kong of dogs..hes really sweet though, minus the slobber.
Today it cleared up sorta, then rained again and now theres gusts of probably 60 mph...which is extremely normal for this area, last night we had wind gusts of 100 mph...really doesnt help you sleep, not when your surrounded by 80 ft tall pine tree's.
Im officially bored out of my mind, and still stuffed from yesterday..
I cant do any abstracts right now cuz im out of white oil pastel, and im getting low on my caran dache' (creme pastels).
My mom wants to move into an RV and take care of this lady with alzheimers...my mom is sick, she has MS and i think it would majorly hurt her illness if she did even though they would pay her so we could save enough money for our cabin.. It means moving down the road about 40 miles, to the side of town that i dont like. Id get to kayak, take care of horses and mow 25 acres of land. Im so worried about her health, she doesnt seem to take it seriously, and both of us can see it spiraling down. uugh im stressed, i need to be in a mosh pit, lights flooding over and sweat clinging to everyone, with the occasional blast of air from the band and your heart beat pounding with the drums.
id rather not talk about christmas, it was too average. It would have been so nice to get away somewhere with snow and visit some families who need help and be able to help them. im off,
Today it cleared up sorta, then rained again and now theres gusts of probably 60 mph...which is extremely normal for this area, last night we had wind gusts of 100 mph...really doesnt help you sleep, not when your surrounded by 80 ft tall pine tree's.
Im officially bored out of my mind, and still stuffed from yesterday..
I cant do any abstracts right now cuz im out of white oil pastel, and im getting low on my caran dache' (creme pastels).
My mom wants to move into an RV and take care of this lady with alzheimers...my mom is sick, she has MS and i think it would majorly hurt her illness if she did even though they would pay her so we could save enough money for our cabin.. It means moving down the road about 40 miles, to the side of town that i dont like. Id get to kayak, take care of horses and mow 25 acres of land. Im so worried about her health, she doesnt seem to take it seriously, and both of us can see it spiraling down. uugh im stressed, i need to be in a mosh pit, lights flooding over and sweat clinging to everyone, with the occasional blast of air from the band and your heart beat pounding with the drums.
id rather not talk about christmas, it was too average. It would have been so nice to get away somewhere with snow and visit some families who need help and be able to help them. im off,