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I don't believe anyone will understand this.
I get talked shit on about: mistakes I've made, things I've done, and mostly, stuff that never happened.
I know that most of the people at my school know so much more about me than I would hope. I know that everyoneeee calls me a slut. I know that I'm not the best person in the world. I know that I did hurtful things to the one I love. No one knows, that that person has also hurt me a lot. ...I don't want sympathy, I'm just giving my situation... I kind of try to play stupid and just pretend that I don't know he tells everyone in the world everything that I have ever said. But, it's okay. I suppose that's how it should be. And anyone who's reading, shouldn't assume they know who I'm talking about, because.. assumptions lead to things like this.
I just wish everyone knew that most things that go around about me are fabricated beyond belief. I would love for someone to come up and ask me if, I did this, or that.. or whatever, it's just that no one does. and everyone believes all of it. I don't want people feeling sorry for me. I just kind of want a fair chance...
I really want someone who has heard everything about me, to come talk to me. I swear, I'm not as bad as I'm described. It just kind of sucks how I'm the one person I wished I'd never be.
It's settled. Utah is my new home.
I get talked shit on about: mistakes I've made, things I've done, and mostly, stuff that never happened.
I know that most of the people at my school know so much more about me than I would hope. I know that everyoneeee calls me a slut. I know that I'm not the best person in the world. I know that I did hurtful things to the one I love. No one knows, that that person has also hurt me a lot. ...I don't want sympathy, I'm just giving my situation... I kind of try to play stupid and just pretend that I don't know he tells everyone in the world everything that I have ever said. But, it's okay. I suppose that's how it should be. And anyone who's reading, shouldn't assume they know who I'm talking about, because.. assumptions lead to things like this.
I just wish everyone knew that most things that go around about me are fabricated beyond belief. I would love for someone to come up and ask me if, I did this, or that.. or whatever, it's just that no one does. and everyone believes all of it. I don't want people feeling sorry for me. I just kind of want a fair chance...
I really want someone who has heard everything about me, to come talk to me. I swear, I'm not as bad as I'm described. It just kind of sucks how I'm the one person I wished I'd never be.
It's settled. Utah is my new home.