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i didn't go to school today because i didn't feel up to it. the only reason my mom let me stay home was because there is no way she can force me to go to school, not because i am spoiled or whatever. i like taking a day off every now and then. even though i had like 3 tests to take today and it wasnt the greatest of days to take off but i needed it.
there was a big contraversy in my house last night. brian was over but it had nothing to do with me or him. although while on the subject of me and him in my house, i wish my dad would just get the point and leave. no one wants him here. i know so many people will be like "oh but hes your dad and he loves you really. and if he left or died youd be really upset". but honestly i wouldnt. there are so many things that i wont announce to the public that would make me not upset. i think my mom would be more upset than me. and that is less than nothing.
i'm so excited for that stickkky green that brian has. and more chances to use g.o.p.
speak of the devil, i need to find a WARM place to go to smoke and shit with friends. or someone needs to have a killer party. i know that that is like asking for the moon for christmas but hey a girl can dream.
i'm having a really hard time figuring out what i want for my birthday/christmas/hannukah; not that i think i'll even celebrate hannukah this year because i refuse to talk to my dad and he spuratically hates me, especially when i'm involved with my mom's side of the family, which around christmas i am more than usual.
i still don't have a dress for april and sarah's sweet 16.. in 3 days. i have a maybe dress but i wouldnt much rather get something i'd be 2 inches more comfortable in. even if i do look bootylicious in it. i guess i can't really help that anymore. other than being in my ever famous jeans and t-shirt get up.
i've been feeling really off center lately. i can't figure out what i changed to make myself feel like this. maybe it'll just fade away
i got my headboard today, i thought i was gunna have to move a lot of my pictures and articles on my wall above my bed to another wall because i only had so much room to go up with the pitures, but i measured the height of the headboard wrong so either way my pictures still fit. i'm happy.
i was supposed to go to brian's house tomorrow but i kinda need to go to thrift stores to find a dress because i refuse to wear something from the mall. not because i'm trying to be non-comformist, i just enjoy making things more fun and different. i'll probably get a thrift dress but then put my own little spin on it some how. that's what makes me really happy: when i get something either thrifty or routine and then making it my own and then somehow people always love it.
brian and judy say i should re-dye my hair blue again because its fading. i dont re-dye my hair until it's almost totally yellow. plus i usually just go to a new colour. but maybe i'll do half this blue and half something else. rainbow would be pretty awesome
there was a big contraversy in my house last night. brian was over but it had nothing to do with me or him. although while on the subject of me and him in my house, i wish my dad would just get the point and leave. no one wants him here. i know so many people will be like "oh but hes your dad and he loves you really. and if he left or died youd be really upset". but honestly i wouldnt. there are so many things that i wont announce to the public that would make me not upset. i think my mom would be more upset than me. and that is less than nothing.
i'm so excited for that stickkky green that brian has. and more chances to use g.o.p.
speak of the devil, i need to find a WARM place to go to smoke and shit with friends. or someone needs to have a killer party. i know that that is like asking for the moon for christmas but hey a girl can dream.
i'm having a really hard time figuring out what i want for my birthday/christmas/hannukah; not that i think i'll even celebrate hannukah this year because i refuse to talk to my dad and he spuratically hates me, especially when i'm involved with my mom's side of the family, which around christmas i am more than usual.
i still don't have a dress for april and sarah's sweet 16.. in 3 days. i have a maybe dress but i wouldnt much rather get something i'd be 2 inches more comfortable in. even if i do look bootylicious in it. i guess i can't really help that anymore. other than being in my ever famous jeans and t-shirt get up.
i've been feeling really off center lately. i can't figure out what i changed to make myself feel like this. maybe it'll just fade away
i got my headboard today, i thought i was gunna have to move a lot of my pictures and articles on my wall above my bed to another wall because i only had so much room to go up with the pitures, but i measured the height of the headboard wrong so either way my pictures still fit. i'm happy.
i was supposed to go to brian's house tomorrow but i kinda need to go to thrift stores to find a dress because i refuse to wear something from the mall. not because i'm trying to be non-comformist, i just enjoy making things more fun and different. i'll probably get a thrift dress but then put my own little spin on it some how. that's what makes me really happy: when i get something either thrifty or routine and then making it my own and then somehow people always love it.
brian and judy say i should re-dye my hair blue again because its fading. i dont re-dye my hair until it's almost totally yellow. plus i usually just go to a new colour. but maybe i'll do half this blue and half something else. rainbow would be pretty awesome