eh no one knows what it means anyways
its some mindless ramble with words flowing- and stopping maybe going just kinda lingering and it had to come off the chest-
u click on the fucking link between the (--) if u wanna read it
scores of painful musing's to echo within the walls, racing through hallways of this inner thought process. fear frozen as time beseeches, once more, glazen, could be plucked, from the desolate- despair ridiculed, destitute haze failing to circulate- maybe-glass box- but just not really- a metal death trap. slowly, shivers flow creeping through out this sub-zero, sub-atomically-sufficient, a spine, re-verbing atop each single bone, throughout this ribcage xylophone. un-affluent jagged -step rhythm, frozen in frame, stutter, yet remain, put the emotion away - stowed in the deepest abyss. downpour soaked droplets- inner insanity, natures plight. as each temporary footprint complicit with its own destitute demise- dissolved- captive, held by concrete waste. rectangle ridged outline, inverted trace-entrance- does not exist an exit -reflecting, incoherent, deflecting, source of hatred infecting, consumed darkness as the pendulum sinks inward- passage in-or-out, cant keep running, just been brought back. grasping-clutched around nourishment, chips- crunch, crush with -BANG- and that explode. hit the floor - hand and jaw counter clash, collision- interceptive downward spiral- mad- thriving as they flee like gulls. minions. minors what's meant- scared and smart- each inner- sanctuary behind closed doors- sound waves penetrate- white knobbed barriers. empty- and blank, socket fillers- x-ray sight angers, dimensions apart- infect the space- seeped through veins- dripped, broke way molecules, dropped through, sweat dissolving-erupting, blowing away- cold hard-wood fuck-emphasize pain - image receptors go out- and mental transistors- transmitter, nervous system silent- resistor, this day-in skeletal de frame- concussion reigns. promises lie shattered in pieces- angry voice above re-aims, new insanity- shooting, thousand first round de-capacitating k.o. pulsating and down is left, when right was up, and left, sees nothing. break away in- un huddled free from the passage and embark through the room- take off and flying stumble indescribable- searing, going nowhere- tear free- blow by- dart, force through knock down; lock the door.. grasp the ledge- collapsing, aimed-sink- this persons staring back- stranger must it be- looking still don't see, breath that substance -tainted love- flowing deep crimson, trickling from inner caverns just one speech receptor-an ear- as another flows- an entrance into the mind.. look into the head..new entrance point -take- just a moment to check- all knowledge flows freely, leaking today- contaminating air, drip, down flowing, face to ground. world spins, dropped out third dimension, strike inadvertent collapse- who moved the floor?- its dark, worlds not straight- cant see- there's the corners at that's where ill be. all is fair in childhood and war- and the door is straining now, pulsating at the beating- hinges drained.. feeble --and turn the knob, crawl, collapse, push throw force- bam back to the ground back in the corner back, back on the wall- launch a rocket agile, precise escape, attempt - flying past bombard, barrel through- eyes linger, above the foreground just before- background- scared tear ridden scared- impending doom, wishing anything- without her who knows how long it would sustain, battlefield of pain- and another door an escape- territory of familiarity personal- glass box- dark -seeking refuge- and piercing echo- reverbing ringing pulsating between frontal lobe - surfacing left.. right.. right is wrong.. and left is down, was that right was left and up was down?- self made security- mortal world scrutiny- emotionless tears, eyes are leaking- the off sets non-functioning inter mute element. jarred screaming- and fire- not where, nope- far beyond another world- silence- rid away with cursing eyes- snap back to reality- back heading towards the frame- out through the passage way, emerging from the shadows- i love you- a hug- then takes absent- alone- epitome, ill-fortune. darkness consumes- drop head- skull collision; dead thoughts-numb dreamless- a soft place to fall- tomorrow will still come...
o and theres a regional in ocala nobody on here cares livejournal fucking sucks- but i need something to waste my fucking time-
scores of painful musing's to echo within the walls, racing through hallways of this inner thought process. fear frozen as time beseeches, once more, glazen, could be plucked, from the desolate- despair ridiculed, destitute haze failing to circulate- maybe-glass box- but just not really- a metal death trap. slowly, shivers flow creeping through out this sub-zero, sub-atomically-sufficient, a spine, re-verbing atop each single bone, throughout this ribcage xylophone. un-affluent jagged -step rhythm, frozen in frame, stutter, yet remain, put the emotion away - stowed in the deepest abyss. downpour soaked droplets- inner insanity, natures plight. as each temporary footprint complicit with its own destitute demise- dissolved- captive, held by concrete waste. rectangle ridged outline, inverted trace-entrance- does not exist an exit -reflecting, incoherent, deflecting, source of hatred infecting, consumed darkness as the pendulum sinks inward- passage in-or-out, cant keep running, just been brought back. grasping-clutched around nourishment, chips- crunch, crush with -BANG- and that explode. hit the floor - hand and jaw counter clash, collision- interceptive downward spiral- mad- thriving as they flee like gulls. minions. minors what's meant- scared and smart- each inner- sanctuary behind closed doors- sound waves penetrate- white knobbed barriers. empty- and blank, socket fillers- x-ray sight angers, dimensions apart- infect the space- seeped through veins- dripped, broke way molecules, dropped through, sweat dissolving-erupting, blowing away- cold hard-wood fuck-emphasize pain - image receptors go out- and mental transistors- transmitter, nervous system silent- resistor, this day-in skeletal de frame- concussion reigns. promises lie shattered in pieces- angry voice above re-aims, new insanity- shooting, thousand first round de-capacitating k.o. pulsating and down is left, when right was up, and left, sees nothing. break away in- un huddled free from the passage and embark through the room- take off and flying stumble indescribable- searing, going nowhere- tear free- blow by- dart, force through knock down; lock the door.. grasp the ledge- collapsing, aimed-sink- this persons staring back- stranger must it be- looking still don't see, breath that substance -tainted love- flowing deep crimson, trickling from inner caverns just one speech receptor-an ear- as another flows- an entrance into the mind.. look into the head..new entrance point -take- just a moment to check- all knowledge flows freely, leaking today- contaminating air, drip, down flowing, face to ground. world spins, dropped out third dimension, strike inadvertent collapse- who moved the floor?- its dark, worlds not straight- cant see- there's the corners at that's where ill be. all is fair in childhood and war- and the door is straining now, pulsating at the beating- hinges drained.. feeble --and turn the knob, crawl, collapse, push throw force- bam back to the ground back in the corner back, back on the wall- launch a rocket agile, precise escape, attempt - flying past bombard, barrel through- eyes linger, above the foreground just before- background- scared tear ridden scared- impending doom, wishing anything- without her who knows how long it would sustain, battlefield of pain- and another door an escape- territory of familiarity personal- glass box- dark -seeking refuge- and piercing echo- reverbing ringing pulsating between frontal lobe - surfacing left.. right.. right is wrong.. and left is down, was that right was left and up was down?- self made security- mortal world scrutiny- emotionless tears, eyes are leaking- the off sets non-functioning inter mute element. jarred screaming- and fire- not where, nope- far beyond another world- silence- rid away with cursing eyes- snap back to reality- back heading towards the frame- out through the passage way, emerging from the shadows- i love you- a hug- then takes absent- alone- epitome, ill-fortune. darkness consumes- drop head- skull collision; dead thoughts-numb dreamless- a soft place to fall- tomorrow will still come...
o and theres a regional in ocala nobody on here cares livejournal fucking sucks- but i need something to waste my fucking time-