i am......what i thought id never become
man ive just watched everything ive worked so hard for crumble. god dammit i hate this rage i need to get rid of this rage i dont, want to become what ive spent so fucking long running away from trying to stay alive. i hate all this bullshit some body wanna trade minds for a while? maybe. dammit i feel like all these years have been a waste and i have nothing to show for it, what the fuck am i? fuck man everyones dead in jail addicted to drugs fucking whores fuckin broken souls thats all thats become of everyone and i dont know why im even trying to fight the inevitable. fuck man. -sorry guys really sorry-