Smile when I feel like crying, live when I feel like dying, just gotta keep trying

Sep 24, 2005 21:20

Well I might as well come out and say it.

My mom is a drug addict.

Things are really hard right now.

But I'm doing the best I can, ppl have it alot worse.

So throw ur best shot.

Cause I'm still standin.

You know... I recently realized that my innocent happy childhood with Chelsey was happy and free because our parents were all too drugged up to care.

Atleast I got out what I needed to say..... "Mom ur supposed to be my role model"

Her response: "ehh whhhatteevvvr"

On a better note,
My B-day is Thursday! I believe i'm goin to Chelsey's to get awwwaayyy.
I guess Matt got me something really special..and of course my mom told him that he shouldn't spend money on me like she says to everyone.

But I ain't complainin...so what if I am!? lol

Goodness last night was so fun I'm so lucky to have so many close friends. Luv u guys!
Taylor and Nubs = AWWW.

But for the most part life is.... life is life. And sometimes theres struggles, I've come to terms w/that.

Car wash 2marrow! Then work then homework, work work work!

Haha work was so fun today, well I thought so ne wayz.
Now I'm waitin fo Emily's dumbass to get off work...lol jk

Well my heavy heart bids u goodbye!

Gotta keep my head up

My eyes are watchin God
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