Apr 30, 2006 20:28
so...last semester I had a 4.0
this semester...yeah..that's not happening. I have completely fucked myself over. I'm not sure where the line was, but I crossed it long ago, and now I'm going to try and salvage my grades. These next two weeks are going to be absolute hell. I'll have to write so many extra credit papers to try and boost this AWFULness that is Women's lit. I'd have been alright if the angelou paper hadn't kicked my ass.
I'm so disgusted with myself right now.
how could I be so stupid?
god damnit.
Usually, I don't get nervous around finals. I think it's because school and writing has always been so easy for me. But I've had a huge writer's block for several weeks now.
I hope they average our gpa's so they're cumulative. A 4.0 averaged with whatever I'm getting this semester would be ok...this semester on its own? yeah..no so ok.
fuck.
I'm screwed. And I'm, quite obviously, freaking out about it.
damn damn damn damn.
what am I going to do.
the world is ending.