Jul 08, 2007 23:43
Tonight I am ready to go to bed. I am going back to work after about five days off and it is gonna be kinda painful to get up.
When I was in college, I just wanted to get out so that I could start my life.
Now I just flounder around every day wondering what the hell I'm supposed to be doing with my life.
I'm wanting a change. I just cannot figure out what is going to best for me at this juncture. I have been looking at houses. Moving back to NKY, maybe. Filled out most of my Peace Corps application, but two years seems like a hell of a long time to me. Doing the graphic design class thing, but I'm convinced that that's for me either.
Why can't I just settle my silly head down and get on with it? Stop worrying about what I need to be doing and just live in the moment.
There's the whole rule of attraction thing, of course. The problem is that I don't even know what kinda vibes I need to be putting out there.
I haven't been doing any of the meditation I was working on either. Blah.
I gotta get it together.