Private // Unhackable. This is Alle, of course he's gonna hack the shit out of this.covert_chordMay 27 2009, 21:01:11 UTC
Marie is the girl I once knew you as when we were children at that place. I don't know exactly what it is that they did to you, or what your situation technically is; I severely doubt it's like myself and Hallelujah.
Before you get angry at me, know that I'm not asking you to become her again. As far as I'm concerned, she's still a part of you, and that's good enough for me.
Private // Unhackablecovert_chordMay 27 2009, 21:24:32 UTC
What do you want me to say? Yes, I miss Marie. She was my only real friend back there. Maybe she is completely gone, maybe she's still somewhere inside of you, but what am I supposed to do about that? I'm not forcing you to change.
You're my friend now too, just as much as she once was. I care for you just as much as I cared for her. Marie was in my past, and you're in my present. And it's the present that really counts, right?
Private // Unhackablecovert_chordMay 27 2009, 21:45:28 UTC
I don't know. I don't know much about the "future", and I don't care to know, either. The little I've already found out--I don't know if it would have been--I don't even know.
What I do know is that what someone else's future is isn't necessarily what ours will be when we go home. Obviously, the you in another person's world isn't one that ever went to Purgatorium. So asking about that future is kind of pointless, you know? Yours very well may end up being different.
Private // Unhackablecovert_chordMay 28 2009, 18:40:51 UTC
You don't have to apologize. Being brought up the way you were, it's not surprising. It was ingrained within you. That you've changed since then is admirable, and something to be proud of.
...I'm glad, really, I am.
I can understand. I was too, until the people I cared about came here.
Forgive me for being a little selfish, but I'm truly happy that you're here.
Private // UnhackableindefectiveMay 29 2009, 04:03:15 UTC
That's ... I'm glad~
I would stay here, if everyone I cared about were here. But there's... people at home, and I can't abandon them, and I can't abandon Mao... I left him once, and he ... started to break down.
Private // Unhackablecovert_chordMay 29 2009, 04:31:40 UTC
Good.
I understand. Though there's...still technically a you back home, isn't there? You're not exactly abandoning them, in a way. ...It gets confusing. But, it's just best to make do with what's in your control.
Private // UnhackableindefectiveMay 29 2009, 09:05:46 UTC
... is there? Ah, more than one me ... so I can be at home and here, too. Serve my country and stay with my family. That would be ideal, in a way, wouldn't it?
Private // Unhackablecovert_chordMay 29 2009, 14:29:38 UTC
That's what I think, yes. Personally, I see it as there being a me back home to take care of my duties as a Gundam Meister, and a me here to take care of everyone on a more personal level.
Before you get angry at me, know that I'm not asking you to become her again. As far as I'm concerned, she's still a part of you, and that's good enough for me.
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Fine. Whatever.
I'm not Marie. As far as I'm concerned, Marie is dead.
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You're Soma. I'm not asking you to be anyone else.
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I don't believe you. Mao will know.
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You're my friend now too, just as much as she once was. I care for you just as much as I cared for her. Marie was in my past, and you're in my present. And it's the present that really counts, right?
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Why didn't you just say that from the start, then? Instead of hiding everything? Or -- or is there something else going on?
...does ... does anything happen to Sergei?
Please say nothing happens.
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What I do know is that what someone else's future is isn't necessarily what ours will be when we go home. Obviously, the you in another person's world isn't one that ever went to Purgatorium. So asking about that future is kind of pointless, you know? Yours very well may end up being different.
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If I can change it.
... It must be even worse for you. Everyone hates you, back on Earth. Is it all really worth it?
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It is. If we have to be the enemy for the world to unite themselves against, then so be it. I still believe in our cause.
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... I suppose that's admirable. I used to follow my "cause" a lot more blindly. As you know. I'm sorry.
I'm just a .... a little homesick.
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...I'm glad, really, I am.
I can understand. I was too, until the people I cared about came here.
Forgive me for being a little selfish, but I'm truly happy that you're here.
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I would stay here, if everyone I cared about were here. But there's... people at home, and I can't abandon them, and I can't abandon Mao... I left him once, and he ... started to break down.
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I understand. Though there's...still technically a you back home, isn't there? You're not exactly abandoning them, in a way. ...It gets confusing. But, it's just best to make do with what's in your control.
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