What Is A Girl To Do?

Dec 14, 2004 22:08

i can't help but cry some more. the pain NEVER goes away.
i'm so lonely without you, but that doesn't seem to matter. i wanna be in your arms and fall asleep there forever protected by you. but you don't want me there. i want you to look me in the eye and tell me everythings gunna be alright and kiss me. but i'll i've gotten is a maybe.

you've got all the reasurrance in the world that i'll still be here for you and will want you back and i'll i've gotten is a maybe. i have no reassurance with you and how does that make it fair.

all i want for christmas is you.

how am i going to make it through tomorrow? everytime i think about it i cry.
stop thinking that only the worst can come out of us because deep down you know theres hope. and that things can get better you just have to sit down and work through things. not keeping them in your head and letting them get out of hand.

i want you back. you aways would cry to me about how scared you were of me leaving you. you know what the pain and fear feels like. and now you've left me with no warning and no chance to make things better which you know that i could help you but you won't let me. you'd rather have me gone then in your life. when things can be so great when were together and in each others arms and hearts.

i'm going insane i don't know how much longer i can take. even though it's been a few days i still can't handle it i wanna be there with you. i miss you so much but it doesn't seem to matter to you. you'd rather sleep alone in your bed. when i could be there with you.

i love you so much that it takes so much of my power to go on and get up everyday and think well maybe he can take me back and since he says he still loves me that maybe he does know that things are better together.

but things don't get better unless you talk about them and work through the problems you can't just say go away and the problems go too because they don't. and they won't get solved unless you talk about whats wrong.

because you know that if you tell me what i'm doing wrong and if you say this is whats bothering me i will listen. why won't you give us that chance. you know things would work. you know it. and i know it. because i want them to work. dont' give up. because thats what your doing is just giving up.

there isn't anyone else who i want to be more happy with.

-Jme
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