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So I'm sitting here all alone at home between doctor appointments and (sort of) watching Harry Potter...and I've been thinking. Besides the fact that my teeth now hurt, thanks to a brutal "cleaning", and that I don't want to go to the eye doctor later, nothing seems to be wrong. The overwhelming stress I've been feeling with school seems to be subsiding. I've been having better and better days. I'm starting to feel generally happy again. And generally happy is fine with me.
I haven't felt this way in a long, long time. I can't exactly say where my general unhappiness stemmed from, nor am I going to blame it on anything, but I can see that it is fading away. The things that are stressing me out these days are school, getting enough sleep, whether or not to bother with eyeliner, if someone good is on Conan tonight, whether Lost is new this week or not, when something exciting is going to happen, when am I going to be kissed again, you get the idea...These are all superficial concerns and a refreshing change from the looming dark cloud that has been following me around for well over a year. I like having little dilemmas rather than huge, undefinable bad moods.
I was majorly stressed out all last week...I almost dropped my devil class because I couldn't write a 10 page paper...I couldn't think. Well I stayed up all night and did it, and got an A. I also got a 111% on my African-Amer. Lit midterm. My TA told me I should consider pursuing a PhD in English and a professional writing career. Then yesterday I found out that not only did the scholarship I was applying for get renewed, but that I'm getting another one too. Tonight I'm going to have fun. I hope my Sunday plans work out, because I'm really looking forward to them. Everything seems to be coming together and it's really exciting.
Tonight I'm going to hang out with my amanda, and we are going to see some documentary called "Fuck." HahahahHAHhahahha. wtf. I hope its good, b/c I'm paying almost $10 for a damn ticket. I've never actually seen anything during the Florida Film Festival, so we'll see...I'm also hoping for some coffee. And possibly good food.
If anyone has any ideas for a roadtrip this summer, let me know. I really want to go somewhere, and I don't mind going by myself. Just some destination suggestions, you know? I was really sad about not going anywhere last summer, and I just want to do something exciting.
I haven't felt this way in a long, long time. I can't exactly say where my general unhappiness stemmed from, nor am I going to blame it on anything, but I can see that it is fading away. The things that are stressing me out these days are school, getting enough sleep, whether or not to bother with eyeliner, if someone good is on Conan tonight, whether Lost is new this week or not, when something exciting is going to happen, when am I going to be kissed again, you get the idea...These are all superficial concerns and a refreshing change from the looming dark cloud that has been following me around for well over a year. I like having little dilemmas rather than huge, undefinable bad moods.
I was majorly stressed out all last week...I almost dropped my devil class because I couldn't write a 10 page paper...I couldn't think. Well I stayed up all night and did it, and got an A. I also got a 111% on my African-Amer. Lit midterm. My TA told me I should consider pursuing a PhD in English and a professional writing career. Then yesterday I found out that not only did the scholarship I was applying for get renewed, but that I'm getting another one too. Tonight I'm going to have fun. I hope my Sunday plans work out, because I'm really looking forward to them. Everything seems to be coming together and it's really exciting.
Tonight I'm going to hang out with my amanda, and we are going to see some documentary called "Fuck." HahahahHAHhahahha. wtf. I hope its good, b/c I'm paying almost $10 for a damn ticket. I've never actually seen anything during the Florida Film Festival, so we'll see...I'm also hoping for some coffee. And possibly good food.
If anyone has any ideas for a roadtrip this summer, let me know. I really want to go somewhere, and I don't mind going by myself. Just some destination suggestions, you know? I was really sad about not going anywhere last summer, and I just want to do something exciting.