snowboarding.. without boys!
Today me, felis, and Clair went boarding at the sand dunes. It was fun except for the walking up the hill part. We were planning on going to Kelly, but it turned out that Steven up and left all of a sudden and we needed him for our free passes.. so we didn't go. It was dissapointing, but we still had fun. We're just a bunch of poor Idaho kids looking for adventure as usual. I love it. ANYWAY.. I'm home now and extremely tired, but also a little stressed out because of family stuff and boy stuff. I hate it how I know so many boys, but I can't call up a single one and just have a decent conversation with him when I need it. This is one of the many things that I miss about having a boyfriend. But I suppose that there are alot of things that I really don't miss about having one either. I just wish that the perfect guy for me would just show up at my door one day and ask me out. Then I wouldn't even have to worry about the high school drama scene anymore. I could just be happy with what I've got. It's way irritating. I think it's getting to me even more right now because I've been hanging out with girls all day which is really unusual for me. It's fun once in a while but I really want a boy right now. I haven't even kissed one in 4 months. That's a really long time. I don't know.. I just kinda want to date college guys right now (not that it's gonna happen) because I'm not finding any mature datable type at school. It's aggravating. That's my venting for today..
~ang~
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