Nov 24, 2005 21:43
an unforgetable thanksgiving. unepected visitors.. bi-polar family, strangers and a horribly played game of pool.. go figure.
i have to say-- these past couple weeks have been extremley eye opening for me.. for i have lost my desire to write, perhaps out of pure neglection and laziness. i have found myself feeling nothing more than upbeat, and tired. my heart is no longer heavy-- but uplifted, though others try to drag it down. i ignore the individuals that are jealous of happiness and unable to understand the importance and validation of love.. and distance. nothing more than a superficial doubt-- on their part, and nothing more than a quest and goal, on our part..
feeling full, buzzed, and resting with that natural high from the delishous turkey that i consummed hours ago-- i leave at this..
nothing is stopping anyone from getting one thing or the other accomplished. though great obsiticals may be in the way, move them over-- even if you have to climb over them to get past.. tons of detours and construction, yes.. bit in the end.. that road always ends up talking you to your desired destination.. unless you decide to veer off path, due to distraction and doubt. no one looses their way, unless they are unsure as to where they are goin, or on the direction of ones hearts guidance. point A to point B-- never a straigh away- always a curveacous swindle of misguided repitition, if one notices.. though this is not bad, nor negative. challenging indeed- but once you are where you want to be.. never does one regret nor wish that they had never left in the beginning.. unless the never wanted to start the adventure in the first place. its all abound to that decision of true want and that motivational drive to acheive that aroma of pure satisfaction, and contentment. makes no sense, perhaps-- worded worng, perhaps-- but my point? if you want something.. bad enough, and its a genuine, real, honest want... you will get it.. reguardless the path traveled.. short, or 3000 miles away.
"down on me... nothing in this world is so hard to find, when youve got yours, and ive got mine.." -- and weve got eachother.