....
yes, the infamous "..."
it's tuesday somewhere, and i have a lot on my mind: too much to share, too much to write down, and i might as well just go take drugs 'till i can sleep and not think about this bullshit, anymore.
goodnight? is that how it goes?
two years ago to the minute, i was lying here thinking this was all some sort of nightmare -- now, i wish i could go back in time and tell myself that a nightmare was only the beginning -- probably the best thing salvageable from this entire fucking mess.
i wish you were here, i wish i could decipher this, and i wish my breathing wasn't so godamned forced.
"baby steps," i tell myself.
great, i've reverted to a fucking two year old.
at least then, i had something to look forward to...
i miss you...
so fucking much.
it's tuesday somewhere, and i have a lot on my mind: too much to share, too much to write down, and i might as well just go take drugs 'till i can sleep and not think about this bullshit, anymore.
goodnight? is that how it goes?
two years ago to the minute, i was lying here thinking this was all some sort of nightmare -- now, i wish i could go back in time and tell myself that a nightmare was only the beginning -- probably the best thing salvageable from this entire fucking mess.
i wish you were here, i wish i could decipher this, and i wish my breathing wasn't so godamned forced.
"baby steps," i tell myself.
great, i've reverted to a fucking two year old.
at least then, i had something to look forward to...
i miss you...
so fucking much.