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You know what i am sick of? Guilt. I feel guilty all the fucking time. Over the smallest things. Its all related to the kids. Its such a heavy, horrible feeling to carry around.
The ridiculous thing is that my kids are happy, brought up well, they're not neglected or abused, they are loved, sometimes they are spoilt, they are fed well, clothed, all their needs are provided for.... But no matter what, i will always find something to feel guilty about.
And the worst thing is that i will have to live with it forever. They can grow up, but they will always give me reasons to feel guilty.
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