Irony, you are a bastardly fellow....
I have myself in a situation that makes me laugh, and sort of makes me sad. It's interesting that the situation has not lent itself to causing me pain. Maybe because it only ended 15 minutes ago. In the least, I have someone that understands me, and values me for who I am. For some reason, though, I understand the situation, although i'm not sure if I have a grip on reality than my own mindset and perception.
Anyway, I went out on a study break with Tiffany, just because I needed something to do, and someone to talk to. So we went out for a walk, and we talked about a lot of little things.
Tonight was beautifully clear, and about 35 degrees.
So we walked across campus, and talked about lots of little things, like class and whatnot. I asked her about the guys she was interested in, and got a response that basically she's in an awkward situation with a guy she's interested in. I saw a shooting star, and she barely did. It was freaking cool. She told me to make a wish, and she made one. I was lame, and told her I couldn't make a wish, because anything I need I either already have, or it's out of my grasp. How Emo.
So she sort of asked me what it was that I wanted.
Basically: Good friend, Girl, Car. I'm set.
I explained all three to her, and she understood for the most part. We talked about Beau, and how we've changed with time.
We wandered to the train tracks, and she got scared. I had said we were gonna go walk them, and she didn't think I'd meant literally.
She protested, and I laid down on the tracks, just for kicks. She wanted a camera. Me too, man.
Anyway. We talked about dating. Now, in case you can't tell, I sort of like this girl. She's very sweet, pretty smart, and cute in all the right ways.
Anyway: To the point: She was talking about how guys and girls can't be good friends and not have an interest in each other. Yet she trusts me to talk to more than anyone else on campus. She agreed with me about talking about how you feel to people. And here she is telling me both that guys and girls can't be friends without feelings, (which I agree with for a lot of people, but not all), and that she doesn't know any guys that like her.
I giggled inside, because I refuse to pursue her. I'm a loser like that. I think she knows how I feel.
CLIFFNOTES: Girl I like says that girls and guys cant be friends unless one is interested in dating the other, and that no one has a crush on her, yet I fit both catagories.
Irony. Eat the finger.
Anyway, I went out on a study break with Tiffany, just because I needed something to do, and someone to talk to. So we went out for a walk, and we talked about a lot of little things.
Tonight was beautifully clear, and about 35 degrees.
So we walked across campus, and talked about lots of little things, like class and whatnot. I asked her about the guys she was interested in, and got a response that basically she's in an awkward situation with a guy she's interested in. I saw a shooting star, and she barely did. It was freaking cool. She told me to make a wish, and she made one. I was lame, and told her I couldn't make a wish, because anything I need I either already have, or it's out of my grasp. How Emo.
So she sort of asked me what it was that I wanted.
Basically: Good friend, Girl, Car. I'm set.
I explained all three to her, and she understood for the most part. We talked about Beau, and how we've changed with time.
We wandered to the train tracks, and she got scared. I had said we were gonna go walk them, and she didn't think I'd meant literally.
She protested, and I laid down on the tracks, just for kicks. She wanted a camera. Me too, man.
Anyway. We talked about dating. Now, in case you can't tell, I sort of like this girl. She's very sweet, pretty smart, and cute in all the right ways.
Anyway: To the point: She was talking about how guys and girls can't be good friends and not have an interest in each other. Yet she trusts me to talk to more than anyone else on campus. She agreed with me about talking about how you feel to people. And here she is telling me both that guys and girls can't be friends without feelings, (which I agree with for a lot of people, but not all), and that she doesn't know any guys that like her.
I giggled inside, because I refuse to pursue her. I'm a loser like that. I think she knows how I feel.
CLIFFNOTES: Girl I like says that girls and guys cant be friends unless one is interested in dating the other, and that no one has a crush on her, yet I fit both catagories.
Irony. Eat the finger.