A Vow.
So i've decided that i've grown too far from myself and who i am, and that i need time to rediscover that. I've lost myself recently to everything that has happened in the last few years of my life, and for many of those lost times i wanted to do something along the lines of this, but i figured i would take it in steps at first. At first i didn't know what the step would be, or even what kindof step it may look like. In this case, the step is sound...
To get more to the point said in my title, earlier today i made a vow to myself, for 10 hours each day i will not speak a single word from my mouth. i will use a pen and paper, or some type of non verbal device to portray what i need to, but only when i need to. the other times, i will use facial expressions and hand motions to indicate what i mean. this will show myself will power to control what i do and also give me time to not worry what i say and give me time to think more to myself.
I have not set these 10 hours at a strict time each day, for i figure it may vary from day to day, for if i have work i need speech more there than at school where i can write easier than while working.
After a day or two of trying both consecutively and non consecutively doing this, i will choose which way i will end up finishing as. most likely i will choose consecutively for i believe that just sitting down in class and other things while still not trying to keep silent in the way i am trying is more than half of 7 hours combined in a day.
anyways, thats all i really have to update with right now, i'm glad tommorow' friday, even though i have alot to do...
To get more to the point said in my title, earlier today i made a vow to myself, for 10 hours each day i will not speak a single word from my mouth. i will use a pen and paper, or some type of non verbal device to portray what i need to, but only when i need to. the other times, i will use facial expressions and hand motions to indicate what i mean. this will show myself will power to control what i do and also give me time to not worry what i say and give me time to think more to myself.
I have not set these 10 hours at a strict time each day, for i figure it may vary from day to day, for if i have work i need speech more there than at school where i can write easier than while working.
After a day or two of trying both consecutively and non consecutively doing this, i will choose which way i will end up finishing as. most likely i will choose consecutively for i believe that just sitting down in class and other things while still not trying to keep silent in the way i am trying is more than half of 7 hours combined in a day.
anyways, thats all i really have to update with right now, i'm glad tommorow' friday, even though i have alot to do...