Oct 30, 2005 00:38
dont you hate those places that when you go to them ur head is full of memories and you cant think of anything besides those memories. well i hate it.
i dont know any other place that has more memories than the lake, i decided to come up here for halloween party with my parents... bad idea, i mean it was cool i got to see them and what not but why did i come to the lake, i knew that it would just make me sad, and the fact that im layin in the same spot as where me and grant were makes me sick to my stomach from being so sad... i dont think ill come back for a while, i cant handle it
im on my computer at the lake right now by the way....its pretty cool
oh yeah they had a halloween costume contest, and my dad won, he was mrs doubtfire... and he looked like her ew i was grossed out when my dad said "hey veronica can you help me put my makeup on" hahaha
well i had a late night last night, crazy halloween parties and what not lol so im tired and bout to pass out but night
oh yeah i think im making the right decicsion with someone, i hope its not too much tho haha hes cool tho, but dont get n e ideas, im not gettin into ANY relationships anytime soon...HELL NO i need to know what its like to be singe. i need to find out who i am and what i like, not what others like...for example, the majority of the music i listen to is because some guys that i dated at one point liked the music so now i do... that kinda thing
you know whats funny, how mad i make you... i wish i could just make you happy!
LOVE YOU