Feeling daring.
This intrigued me so much, I couldn't not take part. It feels good to say everything but I am hesitating to make this public. I may make it private again within a few hours of putting it up for the world to see.
Write fifteen statements intended towards fifteen different people - never tell them it was about them, or say something you would never say to their face, or something you wish you had said, but didn't.
1. I want so badly to forget everything that's gone wrong between us over the past years. I love you and I need you in my life more than you will ever comprehend. You are my world, as much as I try to tell myself otherwise. I look forward to waking up with you every day and never needing anyone else in my life. I miss you, and yet I sometimes wonder if I would appreciate you more if I could only see what more was out there. I am afraid to hurt you. I believe that you are my true love.
2. I sometimes get angry at you but you're always there for me and for that, I owe you my life. I have never had someone be better to me than you have. I will always be there for you, even when we are 80 years old and have forgotten nearly every inside joke we've ever had. I love you.
3. I have hurt you too much and for that I'm sorry. I cherish the nights we spent cuddling, and all the times you told me you loved me. I am glad to have shared that with you. You make me feel special and loved, even when no one else can make me feel that way. You make me very angry sometimes but it always ends up ok. I love you but I just can't stop loving someone else.
4. I want so badly to be important to you. I have always admired you and thought you were an amazing person. I wish we had never had that period of fighting. I respect you.
5. I respect your opinion more than I respect a lot of peoples. I believe you are truly intelligent and compassionate and I am so glad I can call you a friend. Thank you for all the times you cheered me up or let me vent when no one else would listen or knew what to say.
6. I have tried to do nothing but align myself to your standards of what a good friend is. I have tried to ignore the things you say that anger me but I am done doing that. I will be myself and either you will like me or you won't. As much as I hate you sometimes, I still want to be your friend.
7. I am not sure why we ever became friends but I am mostly glad we did. You emody everything I hate and yet I care about you. And even though you piss me off and do things I don't approve of, I am still glad you're there for me when I have needed you.
8. I could never have survived college without you. I can't imagine graduating without you here and yet I am forced to. I am so sad you are leaving and I wish you wouldn't. You mean so much to me and I'm glad I was bored enough to talk to you one night.
9. I have always loved you. You are an amazing person and no one will ever be good enough for you. I am sad we have drifted apart over these years but I still think about you and smile, almost every day.
10. On the outside I put on the charade of admiring you and forgiving you. On the inside I am burning with a seething hatred for you that I can never overcome. You are what destroyed something that was so precious to me. I want to be your friend because you seem interesting, and yet when I try, I am overwhelmed by your fake exterior and how much you hurt me. I hate you more than I have ever hated anyone in my entire life.
11. I am worried about you. I have always respected your opinion and I try to keep in touch with you and stay a part of your life but recently I'm not sure how. You seem to have changed and maybe for the worst. I am never sure. I hope you are ok and that you don't make bad decisions.
12. I am so glad I met you. You always make me laugh and I can talk to you about anything. The fact that you are open and you care and actively try to talk to me really strikes me as refreshing and unique. You make me giggle and that hasn't happened in a long time.
13. I want to hang out with you more. You are so honest and I love our short talks. I wish I had met you freshman year so that by now we could be good friends. I hope we become closer over the years.
14. I know you probably hate me for what I've done to one of your best friends but I want you to know that I admire you and your character. I really enjoy spending time with you, you're funny and kind. It's refreshing.
15. As childish as it may seem, I will never forgive you. Regardless of the lack of physical activity, I still hate you for all the stress you put me under and all the pain you caused me. It was you who sent my relationship tumbling down a rocky slope and I hate you for that. I always will.
Write fifteen statements intended towards fifteen different people - never tell them it was about them, or say something you would never say to their face, or something you wish you had said, but didn't.
1. I want so badly to forget everything that's gone wrong between us over the past years. I love you and I need you in my life more than you will ever comprehend. You are my world, as much as I try to tell myself otherwise. I look forward to waking up with you every day and never needing anyone else in my life. I miss you, and yet I sometimes wonder if I would appreciate you more if I could only see what more was out there. I am afraid to hurt you. I believe that you are my true love.
2. I sometimes get angry at you but you're always there for me and for that, I owe you my life. I have never had someone be better to me than you have. I will always be there for you, even when we are 80 years old and have forgotten nearly every inside joke we've ever had. I love you.
3. I have hurt you too much and for that I'm sorry. I cherish the nights we spent cuddling, and all the times you told me you loved me. I am glad to have shared that with you. You make me feel special and loved, even when no one else can make me feel that way. You make me very angry sometimes but it always ends up ok. I love you but I just can't stop loving someone else.
4. I want so badly to be important to you. I have always admired you and thought you were an amazing person. I wish we had never had that period of fighting. I respect you.
5. I respect your opinion more than I respect a lot of peoples. I believe you are truly intelligent and compassionate and I am so glad I can call you a friend. Thank you for all the times you cheered me up or let me vent when no one else would listen or knew what to say.
6. I have tried to do nothing but align myself to your standards of what a good friend is. I have tried to ignore the things you say that anger me but I am done doing that. I will be myself and either you will like me or you won't. As much as I hate you sometimes, I still want to be your friend.
7. I am not sure why we ever became friends but I am mostly glad we did. You emody everything I hate and yet I care about you. And even though you piss me off and do things I don't approve of, I am still glad you're there for me when I have needed you.
8. I could never have survived college without you. I can't imagine graduating without you here and yet I am forced to. I am so sad you are leaving and I wish you wouldn't. You mean so much to me and I'm glad I was bored enough to talk to you one night.
9. I have always loved you. You are an amazing person and no one will ever be good enough for you. I am sad we have drifted apart over these years but I still think about you and smile, almost every day.
10. On the outside I put on the charade of admiring you and forgiving you. On the inside I am burning with a seething hatred for you that I can never overcome. You are what destroyed something that was so precious to me. I want to be your friend because you seem interesting, and yet when I try, I am overwhelmed by your fake exterior and how much you hurt me. I hate you more than I have ever hated anyone in my entire life.
11. I am worried about you. I have always respected your opinion and I try to keep in touch with you and stay a part of your life but recently I'm not sure how. You seem to have changed and maybe for the worst. I am never sure. I hope you are ok and that you don't make bad decisions.
12. I am so glad I met you. You always make me laugh and I can talk to you about anything. The fact that you are open and you care and actively try to talk to me really strikes me as refreshing and unique. You make me giggle and that hasn't happened in a long time.
13. I want to hang out with you more. You are so honest and I love our short talks. I wish I had met you freshman year so that by now we could be good friends. I hope we become closer over the years.
14. I know you probably hate me for what I've done to one of your best friends but I want you to know that I admire you and your character. I really enjoy spending time with you, you're funny and kind. It's refreshing.
15. As childish as it may seem, I will never forgive you. Regardless of the lack of physical activity, I still hate you for all the stress you put me under and all the pain you caused me. It was you who sent my relationship tumbling down a rocky slope and I hate you for that. I always will.