Kinda lost lately...
Just feeling out of it & a bit lost lately. Started taking something for anxiety, but I'm only a week in & working up to a bit of a higher dosage as well. This summer has taken a toll on my body. Just haven't been feeling well at all & now I feel like I'm getting a cold or something as well. Sucks. Just want to feel healthy. So sick of being stuck in this mess of a body.
At least last night I got some stuff done around the house. That made me feel a little less lazy & icky. I need to start doing little things to work out around the house, because it's been so gross outside & my breathing has been shitty all summer w/ the nasty weather & no working AC in my car :/
I feel like I'm waiting to magically feel better by taking these anxiety pills. Don't know what I'm supposed to be feeling. Just feel so "blah" every day. And sick of it. I wish I could just run away from this job. Every day just feels so boring and bleak. Just paying the bills. And living paycheck to paycheck.
Hoping for some change w/ the health situation. Going to start forcing myself to do at least some little workouts at home so I can feel a bit better that way.
At least last night I got some stuff done around the house. That made me feel a little less lazy & icky. I need to start doing little things to work out around the house, because it's been so gross outside & my breathing has been shitty all summer w/ the nasty weather & no working AC in my car :/
I feel like I'm waiting to magically feel better by taking these anxiety pills. Don't know what I'm supposed to be feeling. Just feel so "blah" every day. And sick of it. I wish I could just run away from this job. Every day just feels so boring and bleak. Just paying the bills. And living paycheck to paycheck.
Hoping for some change w/ the health situation. Going to start forcing myself to do at least some little workouts at home so I can feel a bit better that way.