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Today sucked. I had to deal with the slums of port huron. People with no teeth, people who pee themselves both before and during their visit...people who have diseases..or..i should say massive and quite appauling infections ...on their feet...people with massive tumors hidden underneath their hair...yeah...whatever. Fuck the people who are too lazy to take care of their own hygeine. Seriously...i hated today. I need to get my mom to hand over the counselers phone number...it could only help. thanks. I have realized today that people...no matter how much you wish they would...will never change. That's very depressing too...because some people..if it weren't for a few of their flaws...could make excellent friends...but it's those few key things that just push you away. Yeah..i was also thinking today..even though i said to ronnie we should just be friends..that is not what i want at all...i want to be his..and i want to be his girlfriend that he loves so much...i want to be his "baby"
...i was raised with the quote "you can't always get what you want"
...never did i realize how true that could be.