Jan 12, 2006 20:12
fuck... i think i'm bi-polar or something. i was cool for a few days. now i'm all out of whack again. i don't know what the fuck my deal is. i think it's because i don't have a job and i'm just getting depressed at waking up every day in debt and past due on bills.
doug and i had an interview today. his interview was first. i guess he got the job. i'm pretty sure i didn't. that job is a good 25 miles away. so, at least i don't have to take him to work anymore. but. i still don't have a job. it's not that i couldn't get a job. i just can't get a job doing what i want. and at this point, i pretty much have to have a job doing what i want or i'm seriously going to go crazy.
anyway, who cares about all this depressing bullshit.
i'm gonna go watch a movie.
Anthony