Jul 15, 2004 07:26
i couldn't sleep last night really, so i was up at like 4. i stayed awake and just watched TV for a few hours. i decided to get up this morning and go to the grocery store and get the ingredients required for pancakes. i kind of wish i had someone i could have called and been like, hey, wake up. i'm making you breakfast. obviously said person would have to come over, but it would have been nice.
it sucks that i bought this 20 dollar mattress pad but it's the damndest thing, i seriously can't sleep a full night with it on the bed. i'm not immagining this either. the first night i got here, i didn't have it. i slept on the bed, and it was fine. the next day i went and bought the pad, and i didn't really have trouble sleeping persay, but it wasn't the best sleep i've ever had. another night of that. then the next night my back hurt so bad, seriously, i just couldn't sleep. so i took the egg crate and the mattress pad off at like 3 in the morning, and i slept just fine. the next night was fine, and yesterday i decided to just put the pad on instead of the egg crates. that's why i was up at 4. i think my bed might have been too soft or whatever. but like... c'mon, i'm 18. i'm not supposed to need a firm mattress. my grandpa needs a firm mattress. not me. even my dad doesn't need a firm mattress. but he's got a tempurpedic bed or whatever, so that might be the reason. i mean, is my situation normal? maybe i should just go to a chiropractor. =/ how expensive are those?
my roommate situation is pretty much getting weirder by the day. winston keeps bringing up the fact that nick likes me. rockin. couldn't. care. less. now shut the fuck up about it. plzkthxbye.
he's also moving out. fucking awesome. now i'm stuck with the weird ex-boyfriend. i don't know this guy. i don't particularly like him. but now i've gotta live with him for the next year at least. fan-fuckin-tastic.
i miss annie a lot. kind of weird that i find myself saying this, but i also miss lindsey. we weren't close or anything. maybe i miss the friendship we could have had. it's weird. we weren't really good friends, so i shouldn't care. but i do. =/
i also miss my dad. a lot. and kim and missy. and bryant, and the way he has something to say about EVERYTHING. it's usually funny though, so it's all good.
oops. my zipper was just down.
i think it's kind of funny that as i was making the pancakes i thought it would be ok that i was going to eat so much because it was the morning time and i'd be up doing stuff so i'd use the energy i just gained. i'm totally about to lay down and listen to music and probably fall asleep.
peace.