Feb 07, 2004 16:57
well guys, i think this is it. we've come to the end. bang. it will be a weight off my mind. probably about two to three pounds. anyone get the reference? channel 18 the whining network is going off line. probably to be replaced by some reality network. "ALL REALITY, ALL THE TIME!!!" we'll see how that is i guess. ohh man... i'm just too poetic for my own good. even if nothing ever rhymes. get the double meaning? of course not. it wouldn't be nearly as brilliant if you did.
i used to believe that i was better than a lot of people. not even believed it. knew it with everything i had in me. it's funny how oppinions change. my life is one big changing opinion.
i guess i want to take this time to appologize to anyone i've ever pissed off. no... i take that back. i want to appoligize to everyone i've ever blown off. i only did it 'cause i thought i was better than you. i'm not though. there are three people i've specifically got in mind right now. i made up with one though. so jen and kel, sorry guys. i'm a jerk. i may even be appoligizing for no reason. you might not even think i need to appologize for anything. but i do.
i've got a lot of hate for a lot of people inside me that i just need to let go. i need some bleach. that will wash the hate away. bleach gets anything out. is it safe to drink? gotta look into that.
i've got a lot of love for a lot of people inside me that i'll never forget. thanks.
i'm just tired of perscription friends. serve one purpose, but create a plethora of side effects later on. and just like any other drug, a tollerance comes. so you've gotta take more. or just get a new perscription.
it seems like the last post i make in this thing should be more organized. but maybe not. the purpose is to just open and pour right? like instant soup. yea... i like that. instant soup.
i think that's all. this is kind of a let down. where's the bang? where's the flash?
BANG!!!
ohh... there it was. what's this grey stuff? anyone get it? didn't think so. symbolic like elliot smith. i'm out.
this kinda sounds like a suicide letter. heh. immagine that.