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all rightys... where to begin... im still so very much behind... ok, today the usual... no work finally so sitting around.... then today at dinner me and my brother are dumb and decide to see who can drink their glass of water fastest which is dumb cause we both know my brother can beat me in a second... but yea... he downs the glass and i barely get halfway... and then i was so full that i couldnt finish my dinner.... so i go run around... and then my brother was full, and i was hungry again so then i decided to finish my brothers food... i dont think thats weird... maybe you peoples do... but i sat in his seat which was weird... cause we dont have assigned seats or anything, but we always pretty much sit in the same place... so i commented on how i was taking over his life by sitting on his chair and eating his food... so then my brother sits in my seat and starts imitating me... OMG... it was the funniest thing ever... my brother cracks me up... everyone should have someone imitate them and just laugh and laugh.... haha... i should just make fun of myself... ok, here goes.... "ooohhhh, look at me, im neha.. i write long entries... im so cool, like me, comment!! oohhhh... look at me.. i can pose with lego harry potter and put both my thumbs up... aren't i the most talented coolest person you know...." ahahah... ok, im done... much funnier when my brother does it...
so then we helped clean up and all...and hadda go take the trash out... so while we do that i decided i wanted to jump on our trampoline.. now this thing we never use anymore, and the padding that used to go around it got all icky so we just took it off... so its a dangerous trampoline nonetheless... so my brothers like "you're nuts, its cold, im going inside" and i made him jump with me... but not really jump... i made him sit while i jumped.. cause he freaks me out when he jumps cause he's all over the place... and sure the guy is skinny... but he's also a little over 6'3" .... so he towers over my measly 5'6" and a quarter self.... but yea... had fun shouting and yelling and such... probably annoyed the whole neighborhood... but ah well... then ran inside and then it was nice and warm outside since we were frozen... but yea, thats my fun tonight story...
then what do i need to catch up on.... ohhh yea, to anyone talking to me last night... sorry about the crankiness... my brother went out and didnt say where or anything and my parents like had no worries... but when im out its a whole different story... damn double standards.. but then i got all mother hen worrying when he'd be back adn such... so that totally distracted me.... adn then he finally came a little after 12 i believe.. and i hit him and then hugged him... hahaha, im so pathetic... but lemme explain why me and my brother are close so that you peoples dont get scared of me... we moved around a bunch when we were younger... and being the uber shy and quiet kids that we were... we always had each other to play with... we'd go places and meet all these other kids but too shy to go up and play with them... so we'd sit with each other and amuse ourselves... and our parents would try to make us go talk to others yet i was scared to and he'd follow my lead... so basically we had each other and thats it... and then obviously we got older and such and made other friends... but awwww, he's still my little brother even though he's gazillion times taller than me... hahaahah.... yup yup....
hmmm.... i shall follow up that story about my former uber shyness with the current not really shy anymore-ness of me... ok, i dont know if that made sense... but yea.... so new years eve day the family dragged me along on running errands.. my parents had extra money in the flex account, so since it ends at the end of the year and they'd lose any money in there.... they decided to use it on my brother getting new glasses... and he wanted my advice cause well, him nor my parents can pick out good frames... case in point, my dads frames... oh dear.... but yea... so i go along and we went to costco first and looking around and i see this middle-aged couple looking at stuff just absolutely decked out in green bay packers stuff... sweatshirts, jerseys and the wife even had these #1 fan earrings in the green bay colors... i was horrified being the minnesota vikings fan that i am... i mean come on... HUGE rivals... and plus green bay is in the playoffs cause minnesota lost... so yea, i was debating whether or not to strike up a conversation with them cause i was really tempted to... so then finally i made same lame comment like "green bay fan eh?" somethihng awful like that i'm sure... and so we got to talking... then his wife chimed on and omg... that lady went on and on and on... i was like, oh great, way to go neha.... and then my dad kinda got in and my mom just kinda nodded her head pretending like she knew a single thing about football.... but yea... so we had some chatting and i decided to be a big person and congratulated them on the packers win and such... and wrapped that up and felt ok seeing as that i should be very bitter.... but yea... i also kinda felt proud of myself as dorky as that is.... i used to not be able to say a word to strangers and stuff... and now im able to go up and start conversations.... i dunno.... its dorky, but im glad i can do that now.... but theres exceptions of course... like people around my age and especially hot/pretty/cute peoples... guys or girls... cause hot guys are just hot and the pretty girls are intimidating... so yea... but blech... yea....
hmmm... then what else that day... went somewhere else and my brother was trying on diff frames and i found these really cute (or thats what i thought, my family differs opinions on that)... they were rectanglish shaped and this reddish color... ya know, the dorky plastic kinds... but i put 'em on and wore 'em the entire time while my brother was deciding... so then my brother wrapped up and we still had money left so my dads like "why dont you get glasses" so i started seriously looking around and didnt like anything... so my dad was like "get those then" to the ones i'd been wearing the whole time... first of all thats weird cause they all thought i looked dumb plus my dads never like "get whatever ya want".... but i guess when he has to use that money he'd rather use it than lose it... but yea... so woohoo... i got dragged along but got fun glasses!! and in the process the optometrist lectured me cause my dad said i wear my contacts all the time... the dr guy told me im gonna grow blood vessels on my eyes cause im depriving the eyes of oxygen.... so now im officially freaked out... so today i wore my glasses all day... but i still feel paranoid... cause the lenses block the air from hitting my eyes... so i was running around the house with my glasses off and eyes wide open to make sure my eyes got any extra oxygen they could.... ahahahaha... sad thing is im being serious... ahahahaha... oh dear....
i swear i detail too much.... i have so much to catch up on and it shall never happen... ok, did i ever go over new years? i dont think i did... i decided to stay home... so chilled with the family... craved chocolate... so made brownies with the brother and dad... and ohh yea, my dad decided he wanted to talk to us again new yrs eve day.... so blech on him for being an ass whenever he wants and then expects us to like him again when he's ready to talk.... i hate him for who he is most the time yet i love him for who i know he can be if he tries (and for the person he is with almost everyone else but us).... blech.... but yea, watched dick clark and felt like new years was over... but it wasnt... then watched conan's little new yrs schtick since we're central time and all.... it was good stuff... then bounced around the house all wired like usual.... but yea....
ok, what other last second ramblings can i add in?! hmmmm... last night anay told me i was his hero!!! ahahaha, awwwwwww!!! hahaha.... then we practiced our hindi with each other... then today i kept talkign to my parents in hindi but it didnt work too well cause i was trying all hindi... but stupid english kept sneaking in... but yea, my parents were amused... but i did stump them... i didnt know the hindi word for "minute" and they didnt either!! BA-BA-BAM!! haha... too long living here... it messes with your mind i tell ya... haha, ok... really... "hug" out yo...
so then we helped clean up and all...and hadda go take the trash out... so while we do that i decided i wanted to jump on our trampoline.. now this thing we never use anymore, and the padding that used to go around it got all icky so we just took it off... so its a dangerous trampoline nonetheless... so my brothers like "you're nuts, its cold, im going inside" and i made him jump with me... but not really jump... i made him sit while i jumped.. cause he freaks me out when he jumps cause he's all over the place... and sure the guy is skinny... but he's also a little over 6'3" .... so he towers over my measly 5'6" and a quarter self.... but yea... had fun shouting and yelling and such... probably annoyed the whole neighborhood... but ah well... then ran inside and then it was nice and warm outside since we were frozen... but yea, thats my fun tonight story...
then what do i need to catch up on.... ohhh yea, to anyone talking to me last night... sorry about the crankiness... my brother went out and didnt say where or anything and my parents like had no worries... but when im out its a whole different story... damn double standards.. but then i got all mother hen worrying when he'd be back adn such... so that totally distracted me.... adn then he finally came a little after 12 i believe.. and i hit him and then hugged him... hahaha, im so pathetic... but lemme explain why me and my brother are close so that you peoples dont get scared of me... we moved around a bunch when we were younger... and being the uber shy and quiet kids that we were... we always had each other to play with... we'd go places and meet all these other kids but too shy to go up and play with them... so we'd sit with each other and amuse ourselves... and our parents would try to make us go talk to others yet i was scared to and he'd follow my lead... so basically we had each other and thats it... and then obviously we got older and such and made other friends... but awwww, he's still my little brother even though he's gazillion times taller than me... hahaahah.... yup yup....
hmmm.... i shall follow up that story about my former uber shyness with the current not really shy anymore-ness of me... ok, i dont know if that made sense... but yea.... so new years eve day the family dragged me along on running errands.. my parents had extra money in the flex account, so since it ends at the end of the year and they'd lose any money in there.... they decided to use it on my brother getting new glasses... and he wanted my advice cause well, him nor my parents can pick out good frames... case in point, my dads frames... oh dear.... but yea... so i go along and we went to costco first and looking around and i see this middle-aged couple looking at stuff just absolutely decked out in green bay packers stuff... sweatshirts, jerseys and the wife even had these #1 fan earrings in the green bay colors... i was horrified being the minnesota vikings fan that i am... i mean come on... HUGE rivals... and plus green bay is in the playoffs cause minnesota lost... so yea, i was debating whether or not to strike up a conversation with them cause i was really tempted to... so then finally i made same lame comment like "green bay fan eh?" somethihng awful like that i'm sure... and so we got to talking... then his wife chimed on and omg... that lady went on and on and on... i was like, oh great, way to go neha.... and then my dad kinda got in and my mom just kinda nodded her head pretending like she knew a single thing about football.... but yea... so we had some chatting and i decided to be a big person and congratulated them on the packers win and such... and wrapped that up and felt ok seeing as that i should be very bitter.... but yea... i also kinda felt proud of myself as dorky as that is.... i used to not be able to say a word to strangers and stuff... and now im able to go up and start conversations.... i dunno.... its dorky, but im glad i can do that now.... but theres exceptions of course... like people around my age and especially hot/pretty/cute peoples... guys or girls... cause hot guys are just hot and the pretty girls are intimidating... so yea... but blech... yea....
hmmm... then what else that day... went somewhere else and my brother was trying on diff frames and i found these really cute (or thats what i thought, my family differs opinions on that)... they were rectanglish shaped and this reddish color... ya know, the dorky plastic kinds... but i put 'em on and wore 'em the entire time while my brother was deciding... so then my brother wrapped up and we still had money left so my dads like "why dont you get glasses" so i started seriously looking around and didnt like anything... so my dad was like "get those then" to the ones i'd been wearing the whole time... first of all thats weird cause they all thought i looked dumb plus my dads never like "get whatever ya want".... but i guess when he has to use that money he'd rather use it than lose it... but yea... so woohoo... i got dragged along but got fun glasses!! and in the process the optometrist lectured me cause my dad said i wear my contacts all the time... the dr guy told me im gonna grow blood vessels on my eyes cause im depriving the eyes of oxygen.... so now im officially freaked out... so today i wore my glasses all day... but i still feel paranoid... cause the lenses block the air from hitting my eyes... so i was running around the house with my glasses off and eyes wide open to make sure my eyes got any extra oxygen they could.... ahahahaha... sad thing is im being serious... ahahahaha... oh dear....
i swear i detail too much.... i have so much to catch up on and it shall never happen... ok, did i ever go over new years? i dont think i did... i decided to stay home... so chilled with the family... craved chocolate... so made brownies with the brother and dad... and ohh yea, my dad decided he wanted to talk to us again new yrs eve day.... so blech on him for being an ass whenever he wants and then expects us to like him again when he's ready to talk.... i hate him for who he is most the time yet i love him for who i know he can be if he tries (and for the person he is with almost everyone else but us).... blech.... but yea, watched dick clark and felt like new years was over... but it wasnt... then watched conan's little new yrs schtick since we're central time and all.... it was good stuff... then bounced around the house all wired like usual.... but yea....
ok, what other last second ramblings can i add in?! hmmmm... last night anay told me i was his hero!!! ahahaha, awwwwwww!!! hahaha.... then we practiced our hindi with each other... then today i kept talkign to my parents in hindi but it didnt work too well cause i was trying all hindi... but stupid english kept sneaking in... but yea, my parents were amused... but i did stump them... i didnt know the hindi word for "minute" and they didnt either!! BA-BA-BAM!! haha... too long living here... it messes with your mind i tell ya... haha, ok... really... "hug" out yo...