What is love? baby, don't hurt me..lol
i once again am writing simply to complain, so if you don't wanna hear it. just stop reading ....now! ok, for those willing to endure my bitchiness.. not really bitchiness. just confusion. i, again, don't know what i want. i can't figure out if i want some sort of a relationship..or if i just want sex? like....it's confusing. i can't figure out how to smuch the two into one category. like, i can be your friend, your enemy, your lover, or your hater. and that's it. there are no in betweens with me. it's two extremes that have no middle ground. which can be dangerous. if you do something to get me mad at you, we are through. and that's that. im not the type of person to try and patch up old shit. i just wanna. scream, or throw something at someone, or a wall or something.. i think im just bored....who knows... i sure as hell don't. i wish i could figure this out.... im always confused, it's getting annoying. real fast. i have a job interview at blockbuster. wish me luck, last time i had an interview i told them i was retarted, and that my arms were my biggest strength, so ya.... wish a lot. people who know me only from this live journal thing must think im a total bitch, but i just like to write shit to let go of shit. gahhhhh....some one friggin save me.