letting go
^
most likely the hardest thing for me to do
last night I ended up taking the bus down to the city
I hoped on a subway and got out to bay ridge
one full hour from times square to brooklyn, if you're lucky.
Lauren let me in, we smoked and played wii but I was exhausted.
Lani had a bad day at work and was out of it as well.
Very un-eventful evening, but what do I expect from a sunday night?
To keep myself sane I need to look at the positive side of things..
I learned alot last night and I am getting more comfortable with myself/others.
I need to not assume anything, simplify my life and stop being dependent.
I also learned that one bathroom for six people is not enough.
Traveling alone was really refreshing even thought it was pointless.
6 hours of travel time for my keys..
it's so depressing how important metal and plastic have become in my life.
I actually went to brooklyn for a set of keys..
It did make me realize that I'm not that far away and this summer I will go down more often.
so I'm gonna sell alot of shit on ebay once I have the chance,
I know it's not possible but I want to be down to one bag of possesions and a guitar case.
Maybe I should just get a storage unit..
or just stop buying shit.
most likely the hardest thing for me to do
last night I ended up taking the bus down to the city
I hoped on a subway and got out to bay ridge
one full hour from times square to brooklyn, if you're lucky.
Lauren let me in, we smoked and played wii but I was exhausted.
Lani had a bad day at work and was out of it as well.
Very un-eventful evening, but what do I expect from a sunday night?
To keep myself sane I need to look at the positive side of things..
I learned alot last night and I am getting more comfortable with myself/others.
I need to not assume anything, simplify my life and stop being dependent.
I also learned that one bathroom for six people is not enough.
Traveling alone was really refreshing even thought it was pointless.
6 hours of travel time for my keys..
it's so depressing how important metal and plastic have become in my life.
I actually went to brooklyn for a set of keys..
It did make me realize that I'm not that far away and this summer I will go down more often.
so I'm gonna sell alot of shit on ebay once I have the chance,
I know it's not possible but I want to be down to one bag of possesions and a guitar case.
Maybe I should just get a storage unit..
or just stop buying shit.