bad news bears
yeah
schools over
hopefully i get a 3.0
otherwise.. oops!
i guess i'll just work get a BS and go for my masters?
can i even do that without a BFA?
eh enough about school
i've got one month to relax and enjoy my life
tonight was stupid
I just wanted to get some beers and chill
since when did my life get so boring?
I need to get myself out of this rut
I've become way too comfortable and it's caused me to literally stop living
I'm not happy about it, but maybe being alone is what I need
& this isn't me being a douche anymore
this is for real, the god awful truth.
I've really warped my mind
I've been denying this for so long but now it's in my face.
We are going to europe and i'm going to really try and be a good boyfriend
when we get back I'm going to either get help either through a drug or therapy
next semester if all goes well i'm going to get my life back on track
work my ass off both in school and in my relationships
I'm going to try and re-connect with all the people who I need in my life and I've been neglecting.
This goes for people at school and on the island,
I am sorry.
Everyday we are changing
I've changed in all the wrong ways
There is no going back, what is done is done..
but there's always that first step in the right direction.
I think Europe will be a good revamp of my mental state
then I can really sit down and try to figure all of this out.
I realise I can't do it alone and I can't rely on someone else to do it for me.
Tomorrow will be good
I don't even care what we end up doing
anything sounds fine
schools over
hopefully i get a 3.0
otherwise.. oops!
i guess i'll just work get a BS and go for my masters?
can i even do that without a BFA?
eh enough about school
i've got one month to relax and enjoy my life
tonight was stupid
I just wanted to get some beers and chill
since when did my life get so boring?
I need to get myself out of this rut
I've become way too comfortable and it's caused me to literally stop living
I'm not happy about it, but maybe being alone is what I need
& this isn't me being a douche anymore
this is for real, the god awful truth.
I've really warped my mind
I've been denying this for so long but now it's in my face.
We are going to europe and i'm going to really try and be a good boyfriend
when we get back I'm going to either get help either through a drug or therapy
next semester if all goes well i'm going to get my life back on track
work my ass off both in school and in my relationships
I'm going to try and re-connect with all the people who I need in my life and I've been neglecting.
This goes for people at school and on the island,
I am sorry.
Everyday we are changing
I've changed in all the wrong ways
There is no going back, what is done is done..
but there's always that first step in the right direction.
I think Europe will be a good revamp of my mental state
then I can really sit down and try to figure all of this out.
I realise I can't do it alone and I can't rely on someone else to do it for me.
Tomorrow will be good
I don't even care what we end up doing
anything sounds fine