July never felt so strange
this summer is getting weirder and weirder
on my days off, I find myself waking up and turning my phone off
and not wanting to see anyone or do anything.. i mean it might be the heat
but I think it's something else
since school let out, all my relationships have been turned upside down
the people who mean the most to me are never around
or atleast I don't see them.
and everyday is the same deal
and my job couldn't be any worse
I've decided waiting really isn't my bag
If I can't get an intership next summer, I'll go back to retail
and maybe work one night a week at a resturaunt
hopefully it won't be friendlys
I'm really mad about having to work on saturday
there's this sweet party i should be going to with lani
I'm contimplating asking to leave early and driving to brooklyn
It shouldn't be too horrible.
and then adam can join
i took off a ridiculous ammount next week
2 speeding ticket hearings in one day will not be fun
anddd i totally forgot about brand new being next week
I don't really care If she got tickets anymore
I haven't heard from her in so long, i have no idea whats going to happen
but seeing nicole for 3 days will most certianly be a good time
apricot should be here and she's not.
last summer I was content with driving all over this island
just for the sake of exploration
now I'm tired and lazy and takes too much effort to put on clothes and leave my house
all anyone wants to do is drink or smoke
I understand there isn't much else to do but there's gotta be something more
I'm bored with my life and I don't know how to fix it.
i think i left myself in new paltz, this isn't me.
on my days off, I find myself waking up and turning my phone off
and not wanting to see anyone or do anything.. i mean it might be the heat
but I think it's something else
since school let out, all my relationships have been turned upside down
the people who mean the most to me are never around
or atleast I don't see them.
and everyday is the same deal
and my job couldn't be any worse
I've decided waiting really isn't my bag
If I can't get an intership next summer, I'll go back to retail
and maybe work one night a week at a resturaunt
hopefully it won't be friendlys
I'm really mad about having to work on saturday
there's this sweet party i should be going to with lani
I'm contimplating asking to leave early and driving to brooklyn
It shouldn't be too horrible.
and then adam can join
i took off a ridiculous ammount next week
2 speeding ticket hearings in one day will not be fun
anddd i totally forgot about brand new being next week
I don't really care If she got tickets anymore
I haven't heard from her in so long, i have no idea whats going to happen
but seeing nicole for 3 days will most certianly be a good time
apricot should be here and she's not.
last summer I was content with driving all over this island
just for the sake of exploration
now I'm tired and lazy and takes too much effort to put on clothes and leave my house
all anyone wants to do is drink or smoke
I understand there isn't much else to do but there's gotta be something more
I'm bored with my life and I don't know how to fix it.
i think i left myself in new paltz, this isn't me.