its new years eve
time to wave 2004 goodbye and welcome 2005.
2004 was full of many various things.Days of pain, days of laughs, days where u cried tears of joy, days where u felt u were the luckiest person alive and days where u felt u were the worst.Full of great moments that will stay with you forever, and moments that you regret and would rather forget.People that came into your life and made a HUGE impact on your life that nobody else can ever possibly make again.It was also full of changes.Some that were great and other that werent as pleasant.I personally dont think that anyone can say that they had a perfect year because im sure that we each had our highest and lowest moments, a ride on an emotional roller coaster.So as we end this year,think about those moments that you'll treasure forever and be thankful that they happened and think about those bad moments and be thankful that you learned from those experiences and if nothing was learned then hope that you dont go through events like that again.
BUT ENOUGH WITH THAT...PARTY TIME!!!
i actually made a personal timeline of 2004.
Jan 6 2004-my niece, sister in law and my older brother moved to Del Rio./i realized how badly I had screwed up for staying as long as I did with fred
Jan 7 2004-Carlos danny alex and joel got changed to 3rd guitar.that day sucked and roger quit./Carlos and Danny were able to change guitar to 4th block again
Jan 8 2004-all the above ppl are in 4th block guitar again except for alex and
Jan 9 2004-broke up with fred/vmt was awesome!!! ;P
Jan 13 2004-ricky quit guitar and alex got to 4th block guitar again and we got jesus sandoval too
Jan 15 2004-first time I went to Nixon during lunch
Jan 23 2004-I lost my virgin mobile phone(I kinda miss that phone cause of the flashlight)
Jan 26 2004-I got 2nd place in debate at eagle pass.it was awesome cause I got all 3 rounds with lbj and one with jerry which was a screw up.i cant believe that guy from lbj had the nerve to see me and practically say to my face “she made it to finals?!”/CLEO’S MEXICAN FOOD RESTAURANT AND BLIMPIE!!! lol
Jan 28 2004-very awesome day in guitar ;P/I finally told people that I loved carlos(even though they were like “I knew it!!!” lol )
Jan 30 2004-when me tally alex jorge jesus s. and jesus g. missed the Nixon bus and got the health science one.then jesus g and jesus s got a ride and threw food at us then we got a ride from someone(I forgot that guys name).we got to vmt and the 4th bus got there too and alex stained her pants(just as she had predicted) CHORIZO CON HUEVO BUDDY!!! XD XD XD
Jan 31 2004-martin uil that jerry dropped(FINE I ADMIT I DROPPED IT) the ice chest and there was HUGE puddle in the middle of the hallway.its something you had to be there to laugh at
Feb 5 2004-me puffy and jerry went to go eat at popeyes for lunch and jerry got shit on by a bird.that was funny lol
Feb 7 2004-solo and ensemble.i got a 2.girl talk with me tally and alex.we even made nicknames for our guys.mine-Loverboy tally-assface(I think, I don’t memer) alex-mickey mouse
Feb 12 2004-bucks game/vmt field trip.that was a bit funny cause I tripped on the stairs TWICE and I dropped some dippin dots.tally:”the ice cream!!!” lol
FEBRUARY 19, 2004-BEST DAY OF MY FREAKING LIFE---CARLOS ASKED ME OUT!!! <3 =D <3 =D <3 =D
March 3 2004-VERY awesome day.i’ll leave it at that ;P
March 12 2004-the prank that started the whole deal about my paranoia with my mom. I memer Carlos gave me so much shit with that. Lol that dork!!!/ Another memorable day ;P
March 22 2004-another VERY awesome day ;P/duets for guitar were assigned
March 25,26 2004-also VERY awesome and quite funny days ;P
March 31 2004-“I think he can breathe on his own” mr.webber XD XD cortez played country songs and we ALL started singing and dancing
April 1 2004-Carlos pulled a trick on me for april fools.i hate to admit it was a good one though it scared me shitless.its cause we were waiting for the 4th bus and he asked me to lend him my phone to call vmt then he told me that vmt had said that there was gonna be no more buses.he even got rey and aaron to go along with it. Its quite funny now lol I tried to get Carlos back with a prank too but he isn’t as gullible so it didn’t work.everyone else fell for it except him lol
April 2 2004-awesome day ;P
April 6 2004-william asked me if I was Carlos’ sister.at the time I was pissed but later on I was laughing.that was a super funny day.i also found out it hurts being hit with a vihuela case(with the vihuela in it)in the head.lol that dork!!! Lol
April 15 2004-"Why do u get her mad?shes gonna beat me and take it out on me!!!" lol that day was super embarrassing cause everyone looked at me with a face of “what a bitch” that dork lol that day ended pretty awesome though ;P
May 7 2004-the day everything just went straight to hell.i hate that day.it was one of the 2 worst days of my life.LET THE DEPRESSION BEGIN
May 12 2004-end of the year guitar recital.we played our duets here
May 13 2004-first time I watched monty python and the holy grail.ever since then I like that movie
May 19 2004-it would’ve been 3 months with Carlos this day *cries *
May 24 2004-Carlos scared the crap out of me.this is where the whole “lets scare monica and watch her jump 3 feet in the air and scream her vocal chords off” thing started
May 26 2004- last day of school. I told Carlos that I love him…it was too late but it was something I wanted to do
May 30 2004-guitar performance at tamiu. Last time I saw Carlos til school started again
June 7 2004- I started summer school at cigarroa
June 21 2004-first time I talk to Carlos I think in the summer. It was on the phone. Pretty funny
June 28 2004-that day in summer school was funny. Jose stepped on a half full sunny d bottle and it somehow swerved and I got drenched.i got a bit embarrassed and then I started laughing.then in the bus I was talking to beatriz and I had my photo album and she asked if she could see it then she saw a picture where Carlos came out and she screamed “you’re his twin!!!” lol
July 9 2004-my birthday
July 11 2004- me and tally(alex couldn’t go) watched the notebook.can u say crying fest? Lol
July 19 2004-this the other day I was talking about.the worst day of my life.this is where everything REALLY hit the bottom.
July 20 2004-this day made me feel even worse.i fell into a deep depression for weeks after this.damn I seriously hate my life
July 30 2004-the whole amobas/ulcers shit happened.
Aug 11 2004-endoscopy…that sucked
August 12 2004-CARLOS’ BIRTHDAY!!! <3 <3 <3
Aug 16 2004-first day of school.it sucked so much that I cried
Aug 20s 2004-things kept getting worse.they were on and off all that week
Aug 25 2004-Carlos helps me chose a piece for uil, fantasia
Aug 31 2004-I went to Nixon in lunch and it surprisingly sucked
Sept 3 2004-Carlos’ big banana boxers and my banana shirt lol
Sept 16 2004-more depression
Sept 17 2004-Carlos and his braids lol
Sept 20 2004-that was a pretty cool and funny day
Sept 23 2004-“is that a masturbation shirt?” Carlos talking about my “beat it “ shirt lol
Sept 24 2004-guitar performance in front of cigarroa(some mercy building) first time I skip class.we(me Carlos alex joyce oscar and jesus h)went skipping to Carlos house.his dad’s awesome.that was a funny day.its sucked that we forgot to buy the socks at mcd’s
Sept 29 2004-drank beer for the first time.not good
Oct 19 2004-buckley started interpreting ppls dreams.i told him mine and I was like “whoa that’s so true!!!”
Oct 21 2004-man boobs ARE NOT private parts. An on-going discussion with me Carlos joaquin jorge and luis
Oct 24 2004-first time I play ddr woot!!!
Oct 25 2004-new quartets for guitar were assigned along with solos
Oct 30 2004-this day sucked ass.it was “Halloween”
Nov 2 2004-several people hated their weekend…my hunch was right…something DID go wrong
Nov 5 2004-things got even MORE confusing
Nov 9 2004-thoughts of leaving vmt for good
Nov 16 2004-“blub blub blub blub train blub blub blub blub” leave my spanglish alone u dork!!! Lol/some more confusion to the mix
Nov 17 2004-theres no such thing as a square ass-a discussion with me carlos cortez and the rest of 4th block guitar
Nov 22 2004-sucky way to get into the holidays/very confusing too
Nov 30 2004-testing so I was stuck at martin all day.the good thing was that I wrote a badass essay.the topic was about how someone had impacted your life and I wrote it on Carlos <3
Dec 1 2004-thoughts on actually showing Carlos the essay came to play.i let some ppl read it and they were like “whoa!!!” it’s a pretty deep essay
Dec 3 2004-I actually gave Carlos the essay./guitar got moved to the costa house
Dec 7 2004-VERY deep depression/thoughts about suicide
Dec 8 2004-tried to commit suicide by overdosing on sleeping pills…thank God that I was able to wake up cause it could’ve gotten worse like not waking up at all
Dec 11 2004-debate at united south.i learned from that competition that freer takes their ffa very seriously lol/public apology for my stupid actions
Dec 12 2004-“your playing so many songs that its not even the vmt guitar recital no more.its more like the Carlos Rodriguez recital” lol/”she used my name...not even pronouns...my name..." HUGE sigh of relief.i was scared Carlos would get freaked out cause of the essay
Dec 14 2004- fall guitar recital.awesome though I messed up on Choral. But it was still awesome
Dec 15 2004-I SO do not look chuke u dork…do I?
Dec 20 2004-passed to final stage(but didn’t pass the stage itself)in ddr
Dec 22 2004-omg did I see a click?
Dec 23 2004-I passed final stage MORE THAN ONCE. Even the arcade guy(aka pedofile) played against me.he mustve been bored.he signed me up for a tournament lol and I signed Carlos and yoshi up for it too./awesome day after that; “since when do underwear mean something?”…”they always have =P” XD
Dec 24 2004-it freaking snowed in Laredo!!!/x-mas eve
Dec 26 2004-im no little girl u dork!!! lol
Dec 28 2004- Carlos owes me taco bell for my b-day and a cappuccino lol