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so im back in ventura...and actually i didnt really want to come home. like i mean i wanted to see people but you know it was kind of like..eh i like college and im so close....i can come home when i want (which i know i shouldnt take for granted as some other people really would like to be able to go home so im not going to go there. sorry) but yeah. and apparently my mother is close to having a mental breakdown or something since ive been gone and its kind of like-why???? im happy, im safe, its not like im on fucking death row. im going on to further my education. since when is that something to wallow over???? jesus. i just wish she could go on as ive been able to(surprisingly). so yeah. parents. you cant live with 'em, cant live without 'em. but yeah i really like it so i look forward to going back tomorrow. i hope everyone will learn to love school if they already don't. and kt-this too shall pass. love you all.