Oct 21, 2003 21:53
Ran gave me a letter from Karl today.
What do I say to this man? It must have been strange for him, especially if he knows, felt, what happened between David and I. In fact, whatever strangeness I have to deal with is nothing compared to what he has to deal with. I do feel for him and David.
I suppose the meeting could have been a lot worse. If I had been Karl.. I don't know what I would do in his situation. I probably wouldn't have been as cool as he was.
And seeing them again? I never expected to see David again. I know how hard it is. How can you face someone knowing that they fucked your lover - bondmate - whatever. I know how it was facing Chris after what happened. And I should know better. I used to ask everyone, because I hate getting involved with couples. It's just not a good idea, and I didn't and fuck.
Couples together are ok. Couples apart are not. I know that. I can't get careless again.