Yeah, yeah, yeah...
Brandon is over and all he can talk about is his stupid ass cell phone. I'm so sick of hearing about it. I really am. I feel like he's trying to rub it in my face that he has a cell phone and I don't. That's okay, I'm going to get my permit tomorrow and hopefully I'll be getting a job, soon. Wish me luck on both of those guys, I'm beginning to think that my life depends on my getting those things. I don't think I'll be able to live with myself anymore if I don't. I was looking at Boost-NEXTEL phones today and all my Dad could do is bitch because of how expensive they are. I just want a freaking NEXTEL so I can beep all of my friends and feel like I fit in, but I know that will never happen so why get my hopes up. Why can't I ever have anything nice? Why can't I just have things like everybody else? *Sigh* I'm so sick of it. Hopefully my parents will hear me out and get me a cell phone for Christmas. Or maybe they won't and I'll feel like shit for the rest of my childhood? I feel like nobody understands how I feel. Everybody around me is growing up and has nice things and I'm stuck here alone and cold with nothing nice, and nothing new. I can hardly afford clothes and much less a cell phone. I just want to fit in and feel good about myself... why can't I do that? I just don't know what to do? If anybody has any suggestions let me know!
Sick and Tired of Life...
Tori Berry
Sick and Tired of Life...
Tori Berry