i fell in love in hell
k, well, first off as you can see i changed my journals, this one got a complete overhaul, while the dead journal just barely got touched. fun times.
anyways, as for my days and shit. so even though i was so tired from only 2 hours of sleep on saturday i managed to not be able to fall asleep till about 4 even though i tired to get to bed at 1. i have all sorts of sleeping problems.
so, sunday i woke up at 8, got ready went to filming. twa pretty fun, as filming usually is. lots of stress, but o well. our camera guys son was there again today, didnt mention him yesterday cuz i was too tired, but since its monday and i have had some sleep ill mention it him now.
so hes 17, looks like a dumb little redneck and constantly needs attention. i opull up there saturday and he looks at my truck and my stickers and hes all "oh, wow, you liek slipknot? they rule" and im "yeah, theyre good, well, the 2nd album kinda was crappy" and he talked about some other bands he likes and at 1st he was kinda cool but after i mentioned im not much into numetal anymore and i mostly liek emo he got all pissy cuz i said some of those bands sucked and hes "fuck you, you suck" so yeah, that got annoying then when anyone made a joke hed say the same thing like 5 minutes later like it was his joke. then he told the story like 7 times about how he got expelled from school for smoking weed and all sorts of other shit like that. and basically he was going on about how hes so cool cuz hes done drugs and got kicked out of school. then he kept bitching about having to help out with the shoot, and he didnt really even do shit, then when we got lunch he ate more than anyone even though he didnt do shit all day. then he kept getting in shots, makign noise when i was tryign to record sound and kept telling everyone about how good he is at hackey sack. FUCKING HACKEY SACK! who even plays that anymore?
anyways, yeah, more filming yesteday, came home, watched my sunday shows, then fin_raziel needed help fixing her journal, making it all proetty and since i enjoy doin that shit i told her id do it. which then inspired me to redo mine. stayed up till about 4am doing fixing up mine, you all likes? any problems reading them?
so yeah, today, i woke up, and have done nothin so far. elyn called, and brian texted me so i think ioma chill with them later. for now ima do this thing cuz theyre fun then i may go to school but i think i may skip, who knows.
Last Cigarette:: about 22 hours ago
Last Alcoholic Drink:: 4 nights ago, 3 liters of beer, WOOO!
Last Car Ride:: about 21 hours ago, home form filming
Last Kiss:: um, i think back like november 1st, it was ages ago, thats all i know
Last Good Cry:: october 7th 2001, i cried for about 5 hours when the love of my life dumped me
Last Library Book checked out:: i think it was the shining, about 6 years ago
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:: 50 First Dates, january 13th
Last Book Read:: return of the king
Last Movie Rented:: fuck renting i DL everything
Last Cuss Word Uttered: "goddamn mother fucking mother fucker"
Last Beverage Drank:: water
Last Food Consumed:: chicken sandwich
Last Crush:: hm, i guess michelle, or maybe vicki but thats only last like 2 days, so whatever
Last Phone Call:: elyn called like 30 minutes ago
Last TV Show Watched:: kids in the hall
Last Time Showered:: yesterday mornign at liek 8am
Last Shoes Worn:: adidas sambas
Last CD Played:: head automatica
Last Item Bought:: chocolate milk and cigarettes
Last Download:: cherry poppin daddies-jump in the line
Last Soda Drank:: diet cola
Last Thing Written:: list of bands to DL
Last Key Used:: 'enter'
Last Sleep:: 4am-1:15pm
Last IM:: dawn
Last Sexual Fantasy:: way too many, damned being single for ages
Last Ice Cream Eaten:: chocoalte and strawberry
Last Time Amused:: yesterday when making fun of some dumb kids in class
Last Time Wanting To Die:: october 7th 2001
Last Time In Love:: january 2001 to about 2002 sometime, im still not 100% over her though :(
Last Time Scolded:: a few days ago my dad was bitching about cuz i spent too much money on the am ex card.
Last Chair Sat In:: the chair in front of my computer
Last Lipstick Used:: dont use it
Last Underwear Worn:: blue plaid boxers
Last Shirt Worn:: my vanilla ice tour shirt
Last Webpage Visited:: Stile Project
anyways, as for my days and shit. so even though i was so tired from only 2 hours of sleep on saturday i managed to not be able to fall asleep till about 4 even though i tired to get to bed at 1. i have all sorts of sleeping problems.
so, sunday i woke up at 8, got ready went to filming. twa pretty fun, as filming usually is. lots of stress, but o well. our camera guys son was there again today, didnt mention him yesterday cuz i was too tired, but since its monday and i have had some sleep ill mention it him now.
so hes 17, looks like a dumb little redneck and constantly needs attention. i opull up there saturday and he looks at my truck and my stickers and hes all "oh, wow, you liek slipknot? they rule" and im "yeah, theyre good, well, the 2nd album kinda was crappy" and he talked about some other bands he likes and at 1st he was kinda cool but after i mentioned im not much into numetal anymore and i mostly liek emo he got all pissy cuz i said some of those bands sucked and hes "fuck you, you suck" so yeah, that got annoying then when anyone made a joke hed say the same thing like 5 minutes later like it was his joke. then he told the story like 7 times about how he got expelled from school for smoking weed and all sorts of other shit like that. and basically he was going on about how hes so cool cuz hes done drugs and got kicked out of school. then he kept bitching about having to help out with the shoot, and he didnt really even do shit, then when we got lunch he ate more than anyone even though he didnt do shit all day. then he kept getting in shots, makign noise when i was tryign to record sound and kept telling everyone about how good he is at hackey sack. FUCKING HACKEY SACK! who even plays that anymore?
anyways, yeah, more filming yesteday, came home, watched my sunday shows, then fin_raziel needed help fixing her journal, making it all proetty and since i enjoy doin that shit i told her id do it. which then inspired me to redo mine. stayed up till about 4am doing fixing up mine, you all likes? any problems reading them?
so yeah, today, i woke up, and have done nothin so far. elyn called, and brian texted me so i think ioma chill with them later. for now ima do this thing cuz theyre fun then i may go to school but i think i may skip, who knows.
Last Cigarette:: about 22 hours ago
Last Alcoholic Drink:: 4 nights ago, 3 liters of beer, WOOO!
Last Car Ride:: about 21 hours ago, home form filming
Last Kiss:: um, i think back like november 1st, it was ages ago, thats all i know
Last Good Cry:: october 7th 2001, i cried for about 5 hours when the love of my life dumped me
Last Library Book checked out:: i think it was the shining, about 6 years ago
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:: 50 First Dates, january 13th
Last Book Read:: return of the king
Last Movie Rented:: fuck renting i DL everything
Last Cuss Word Uttered: "goddamn mother fucking mother fucker"
Last Beverage Drank:: water
Last Food Consumed:: chicken sandwich
Last Crush:: hm, i guess michelle, or maybe vicki but thats only last like 2 days, so whatever
Last Phone Call:: elyn called like 30 minutes ago
Last TV Show Watched:: kids in the hall
Last Time Showered:: yesterday mornign at liek 8am
Last Shoes Worn:: adidas sambas
Last CD Played:: head automatica
Last Item Bought:: chocolate milk and cigarettes
Last Download:: cherry poppin daddies-jump in the line
Last Soda Drank:: diet cola
Last Thing Written:: list of bands to DL
Last Key Used:: 'enter'
Last Sleep:: 4am-1:15pm
Last IM:: dawn
Last Sexual Fantasy:: way too many, damned being single for ages
Last Ice Cream Eaten:: chocoalte and strawberry
Last Time Amused:: yesterday when making fun of some dumb kids in class
Last Time Wanting To Die:: october 7th 2001
Last Time In Love:: january 2001 to about 2002 sometime, im still not 100% over her though :(
Last Time Scolded:: a few days ago my dad was bitching about cuz i spent too much money on the am ex card.
Last Chair Sat In:: the chair in front of my computer
Last Lipstick Used:: dont use it
Last Underwear Worn:: blue plaid boxers
Last Shirt Worn:: my vanilla ice tour shirt
Last Webpage Visited:: Stile Project