It's times like these...
Okay...so I've pretty much decided to go with molly to the dance simply because...but I dunno...I really feel bad for Becky, and what sucks is that she wears Lucky brand perfume, that stuff is my friggin kryptonite dude...seriously any girl wears that stuff and I'm intoxicated...immediately...I mean the girl could probably make me do just about anything, I die when I smell that stuff lol. But herein lies the problem, it wasn't saying no to becky, or yes to molly, but the smell ripped open the scab that I wish would just go away. Unless you actually care/listen to me when I pine about michelle then you probably don't remember, that's the stuff michelle wears/wore when I was with her. And it just controls me...so after that, I had no food in me but decided to down about 24 ounces of coffee...needless to say that was the only way I was going to stay awake today after three hours of sleep last night, mainly cuz i was rollin around my bed trying to get to sleep until like 3 in the mornin...and I'm pretty much sure it was because I was thinking of molly. I swear I must be bipolar or something because today I was not wanting to talk to her that much, mainly because I was tired and had been working all day and wasn't exactly in the best of moods...I felt like I was standing outside of my body or I had been placed in this life without remembering what was going on...I was like telling myself, what are you doing? Did you forget what happened last night? I had an absolutely wonderful time so why wasn't I happy to see her? Maybe it was because I was just so incredibly out of it that I couldn't focus on anything...
Anyways...Homecoming with molly, sharis' afterwards, soundz awesome to me :-). Although I think homecoming is lame, and might just come crash one of the people who aren't going to homecoming's parties, or maybe molly will have an idea, I don't know, but it will be spontaneous and fun like last night was I hope. Maybe it's my low self-esteem talking but I think molly is a good match for me, I'm looking forward to getting to know her at homecoming and if it feels right, asking her out at maybe shari's or something.
Homecoming week...yeah...mix and match tomorrow...lol. I'm kinda weirded out by toga tuesday but I think I can find myself a nice sheet to wear lol. 80's day, I think I'm gonna go with the side pony tail and belt around the sweater and slip on shoes, whaddya think? :-) I think it'll be a funky week, and rightfully so, I hope we win homecoming it'd be terrible to lose it again but it'd be ever so FGish to. I had something really depressing to post...but I'll organize my thoughts on that one before I do. Anyways should be goin to bed now, caffeine overdose has a major low lol.