I am alive

Nov 15, 2005 23:38

San Diego is beautiful as anything! The people are real chill here as well as all the many bars. The weather is a constant 75-80 degrees everyday, no rain ever!

Do i get to enjoy any of it.... NOPE!

My life is a living nightmare. I work on average of at least 14 hours a day mon-sat. Sunday (if i'm not working) i try to burn off my hangover so i can get ready to go back to work the next day waking up at 0530 to drive to physical training.

My brain is turning to mush because i have no viable outlet to have enlightened conversation.

Meanwhile i have to whore my soul out to recruit a population of idiots, degenerates, stoners/ poser hippies and spoiled republicans. None of which want anypart of what i have to offer.

In these brief words do i describe my life

I don't know what to do

Peace
John

PS: If you've tried calling me i'm sorry if i haven't called back or picked up. I am at work constantly, if you think that is BULL**** then you can just piss off. You will never understand the hell i'm in. None of you will ever walk in the same shoes as me
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