Life fucking sucks.
Pyntie Het 2012: i am now officially single
nodisinthevolume: awww Tom, I'm sorry. You ok?
Pyntie Het 2012: yeah
Pyntie Het 2012: i'm as good as i could be under the circumstances
nodisinthevolume: I'm so sorry
Pyntie Het 2012: can't say i didn't see it coming
Pyntie Het 2012: i knew something was wrong when i got to work today
nodisinthevolume: :-(
Pyntie Het 2012: when we were out back smoking a cigarette, she didn't even look at me, and then she went in early. the only time she does that is when there's a problem
Pyntie Het 2012: then she went in early on first break
Pyntie Het 2012: and just before lunch, she told me to call her after work because she needed to talk about something
Pyntie Het 2012: right then, the words that popped into my head were "it's over".
Pyntie Het 2012: so i at least had half the night to prepare myself for it
nodisinthevolume: oh god..it must have been horrible. What was her reason?
Pyntie Het 2012: she said that she realized we didn't have as much in common as she thought we did, and that she wasn't really looking for anything serious in the first place
Pyntie Het 2012: i knew that already because we had talked about it before
Pyntie Het 2012: but i was still clinging on hoping for something to change, for it to get better
Pyntie Het 2012: it just doesn't work when only one person is trying
nodisinthevolume: I'm so sorry. I know I keep saying that. But I know how much you cared about her
Pyntie Het 2012: how much i care
nodisinthevolume: that too
Pyntie Het 2012: god, this fucking sucks
nodisinthevolume: yeah, I know.
Pyntie Het 2012: i know i'll eventually get over her, but that isn't much comfort at the moment
nodisinthevolume: God damn...I wish I could make it better. But I know how strong you are. I have faith in you to hold onto the positive and find a way to move on.
nodisinthevolume: I know it's not.
nodisinthevolume: I just keep asking myself...damn, why you
Pyntie Het 2012: shit happens to everyone. i'm no exception
Pyntie Het 2012: hey, do you mind if i post this in my journal so i don't have to type the whole story out again?
nodisinthevolume: go ahead
nodisinthevolume: make sure you put in there how crazy I think she is for letting a perfect guy like you get away. :-)
So yeah, she dumped me. Woo. Single life, here I come.
nodisinthevolume: awww Tom, I'm sorry. You ok?
Pyntie Het 2012: yeah
Pyntie Het 2012: i'm as good as i could be under the circumstances
nodisinthevolume: I'm so sorry
Pyntie Het 2012: can't say i didn't see it coming
Pyntie Het 2012: i knew something was wrong when i got to work today
nodisinthevolume: :-(
Pyntie Het 2012: when we were out back smoking a cigarette, she didn't even look at me, and then she went in early. the only time she does that is when there's a problem
Pyntie Het 2012: then she went in early on first break
Pyntie Het 2012: and just before lunch, she told me to call her after work because she needed to talk about something
Pyntie Het 2012: right then, the words that popped into my head were "it's over".
Pyntie Het 2012: so i at least had half the night to prepare myself for it
nodisinthevolume: oh god..it must have been horrible. What was her reason?
Pyntie Het 2012: she said that she realized we didn't have as much in common as she thought we did, and that she wasn't really looking for anything serious in the first place
Pyntie Het 2012: i knew that already because we had talked about it before
Pyntie Het 2012: but i was still clinging on hoping for something to change, for it to get better
Pyntie Het 2012: it just doesn't work when only one person is trying
nodisinthevolume: I'm so sorry. I know I keep saying that. But I know how much you cared about her
Pyntie Het 2012: how much i care
nodisinthevolume: that too
Pyntie Het 2012: god, this fucking sucks
nodisinthevolume: yeah, I know.
Pyntie Het 2012: i know i'll eventually get over her, but that isn't much comfort at the moment
nodisinthevolume: God damn...I wish I could make it better. But I know how strong you are. I have faith in you to hold onto the positive and find a way to move on.
nodisinthevolume: I know it's not.
nodisinthevolume: I just keep asking myself...damn, why you
Pyntie Het 2012: shit happens to everyone. i'm no exception
Pyntie Het 2012: hey, do you mind if i post this in my journal so i don't have to type the whole story out again?
nodisinthevolume: go ahead
nodisinthevolume: make sure you put in there how crazy I think she is for letting a perfect guy like you get away. :-)
So yeah, she dumped me. Woo. Single life, here I come.