Life is looking up..

[incubliss]

So I had a really good talk with Debbie. I asked her if she needed some time to figure things out. She said she doesn't need time away from me, she just needs me to slow down a bit. And yeah, I have to admit that I was going pretty damn fast because I've never felt this way about anyone in my life, and I wanted to explore these feelings. But I've realized that I really do need to take it a bit slower. Not only for her, but for myself as well. If I keep going at the pace I have been, it would most likely end in disaster, and I sure as hell don't want that. I've known this in the back of my mind for quite some time now, but before her and I had this talk, I didn't want to believe it. It's no longer in the back of my mind. It's right there in front every day, and I like it. Things seem much clearer now. We're both happy, and that's exactly what I want.

In other news, I made it into the band. Their name is Left of Center, and they're pretty good. Like I said before they need a lead guitarist and we all need a little more practice with the songs we're doing, but other than that I like them. And actually, they might not need lead guitar because at practice tonight I was messing around on Chris's guitar (playing and singing) and they mentioned something about me doing rhythm guitar and Chris working on lead. That might be interesting, but I won't be able to play guitar on all the songs. I'm not too confident about it, but I'll at least give it a try and we'll see how it turns out.

So yeah. Did you get that? If not, here it is once again:

I'M THE LEAD SINGER FOR A BAND!