Sandman
I've been pretty busy with school and training for a new and exciting job *rolls eyes. Why is it all employers feel the need to fill their employees' heads with notions of organized fun? I grin and forebear because of the thin slip of paper that gets turned into the bank for more crispy green slips of paper. Imran (teaches kids self defense) and I (points and laughs) are going on our first date this time trying to work things out. I feel like a moron because we've tried this twice before it should be more than enough to know we won't work out. I question myself as to why I am going on this date, well I love Universal Studios, and even if I have to sham date to get there I am going. I hate the summer time though, it is so hot, but I plan to wear tastefully transparent clothes.
I was having the worst kind of nightmares last night, bad enough that when I finally woke up I couldn't go back to sleep. It is so annoying that I can't get over figments of my own mind, after all isn't that all dreams are? I slept after he came home though I am amazed how safe I feel with Jon, and how stupid it is trying to work things out with anyone else. I like Jon but don't love him, he loves me and says it a lot. I am such a bitch.
I was having the worst kind of nightmares last night, bad enough that when I finally woke up I couldn't go back to sleep. It is so annoying that I can't get over figments of my own mind, after all isn't that all dreams are? I slept after he came home though I am amazed how safe I feel with Jon, and how stupid it is trying to work things out with anyone else. I like Jon but don't love him, he loves me and says it a lot. I am such a bitch.