Apr 12, 2006 12:31
...i've been thinking a lot lately about my life and what is coming for me in the future....
i realize that i don't like where it's going right now... i mean.. i have this great job.. blah blah blah... and don't get me wrong i really do like what i do.... but i realize that i probably can't become an executive chef because i can't see myself living for my work and nothing else... i have too many other things in my life that are important... so with that said... unless i do take that kind of job.. i won't be able to make the kind of money that i am going to need in order to be able to support myself and be on my own...
ultimately something needs to change... i think i need to get out of here.. and pretty soon... i need to start living my life because as of now.. i don't have one.... i get up i go to work.. i come home and go to bed and get up and go to work....
i am 21 years old and i don't do anything.... i'm scared that my life is going to pass me by and i'm not even gonna realize it until it's too late....