Get It Together
The other day, I actually FOUND a doctor! I went in for a real physical on Friday. A real, up my butt and turn your head and cough event that I was surprisingly comfortable with. Maybe maturity is kicking in? Normally I would tee-hee at something like that, or need a drink first but now its like, eh, you can just spit if you need to, save the lube.
All kidding aside though, I gave blood samples for STD tests, and other lovely things I may be harboring inside of me. I should know the results in about 4 or 5 days. My next appointment is Friday. We'll see what happens!
I also scheduled a visit with a nutritionist on Friday. I went and am looking forward to structuring a new way of eating. I know what you might be thinking, "Why not save the bucks and just eat this, and not that?" Its not that simple and if it were I wouldn't be in this situation! So that will be an ongoing thing. I plan on doing the nutritionist thing for no more than 3 months because at $20 a visit it will add up really fast! I'm not a Hilton so this will be interesting making an extra $100 a month appear to weigh myself and be scolded for not drinking enough water.
I also have to take my car in for a fuel system overhaul. Long story. Just know that a minimum of $1,000 has been estimated for the repairs. I just dropped $1,500 on a brand new brake system because the rotors, shoes, pads, calipers were all rusted out and finally broke loose. Its a lot to digest at once. To keep from losing it I have to keep reminding myself to pull it together and let it roll off the backside.
My company is gracious enough to allow for 3 free psychologist visits a year. I was recommended from a friend his doctor he sees. He's a gay shrink so you can be completely open with him. He's the kind of guy that asks "So what do you want me to do for you?" I had to think about it because if you ask me that I'm gonna draw a blank. And put against a clock there ain't no time for guessing games. I want to see him as soon as Friday, along with the doctor follow up, the nutritionist appointment and getting the car in shop.
In about 3 weeks, we're going up to Dallas so Paul can partake in a casting call for The Biggest Loser. He was hand selected for a live interview! I really hope he gets it because he really wants it. Fame and national exposure is not my thing. I'm not sure I'm ready for all the fan mail from Chasers around the USA. Besides, I had and have those "Types" of profiles all over the internet. If I forgot one I don't want to be on Perez with a hand drawn cum drool on my face.
Let's see, what else. I am scared that my job is in jeopardy. The call center I work in is so structured, and now its being restructured more rigidly. It makes me think that the upper management are out of touch with the beast that they are trying to train. I am so unhappy with what I do on a day to day basis that my hair is getting whiter and whiter...
Finally, I'm not sure if he is legal or not but I am so attracted to Nick Jonas. The other two, forget about it! He just has that in-control top attitude that will engage in medium slapping and strangling. I'm not into BDSM but everytime I see Nick Jonas I swell with fascination!!!!!
Ok, I'll update again in another few weeks. LOL!
All kidding aside though, I gave blood samples for STD tests, and other lovely things I may be harboring inside of me. I should know the results in about 4 or 5 days. My next appointment is Friday. We'll see what happens!
I also scheduled a visit with a nutritionist on Friday. I went and am looking forward to structuring a new way of eating. I know what you might be thinking, "Why not save the bucks and just eat this, and not that?" Its not that simple and if it were I wouldn't be in this situation! So that will be an ongoing thing. I plan on doing the nutritionist thing for no more than 3 months because at $20 a visit it will add up really fast! I'm not a Hilton so this will be interesting making an extra $100 a month appear to weigh myself and be scolded for not drinking enough water.
I also have to take my car in for a fuel system overhaul. Long story. Just know that a minimum of $1,000 has been estimated for the repairs. I just dropped $1,500 on a brand new brake system because the rotors, shoes, pads, calipers were all rusted out and finally broke loose. Its a lot to digest at once. To keep from losing it I have to keep reminding myself to pull it together and let it roll off the backside.
My company is gracious enough to allow for 3 free psychologist visits a year. I was recommended from a friend his doctor he sees. He's a gay shrink so you can be completely open with him. He's the kind of guy that asks "So what do you want me to do for you?" I had to think about it because if you ask me that I'm gonna draw a blank. And put against a clock there ain't no time for guessing games. I want to see him as soon as Friday, along with the doctor follow up, the nutritionist appointment and getting the car in shop.
In about 3 weeks, we're going up to Dallas so Paul can partake in a casting call for The Biggest Loser. He was hand selected for a live interview! I really hope he gets it because he really wants it. Fame and national exposure is not my thing. I'm not sure I'm ready for all the fan mail from Chasers around the USA. Besides, I had and have those "Types" of profiles all over the internet. If I forgot one I don't want to be on Perez with a hand drawn cum drool on my face.
Let's see, what else. I am scared that my job is in jeopardy. The call center I work in is so structured, and now its being restructured more rigidly. It makes me think that the upper management are out of touch with the beast that they are trying to train. I am so unhappy with what I do on a day to day basis that my hair is getting whiter and whiter...
Finally, I'm not sure if he is legal or not but I am so attracted to Nick Jonas. The other two, forget about it! He just has that in-control top attitude that will engage in medium slapping and strangling. I'm not into BDSM but everytime I see Nick Jonas I swell with fascination!!!!!
Ok, I'll update again in another few weeks. LOL!