dunno if this is the best idea....
well im posting again. dunno. idk i don't think i should post in a bad mood state of mind. Winamps acting weird thats not helping any. okay, idk lately steve was gone, and since my friends say that we never do anything, i figured this week would be a good opportunity. nonetheless that didn't happen. only got blown off, people have other friends higher than me, or peoples parents got in the way. seriously if i my parents said no after they said yes like my friends parents did, i would be beyond mad, and def. not just sit and take it. not only does it effect there kid but everyone else they had plans with and the plans they cancelled. but i give veronica credit because the library was still fun, and now i can get some of that homework done. so like mike, i think im going to make a pet peeve list. at the end or something. so seriously, don't get pissed at me for putting stephen first, because at least he doesn't cancel on me. i don't think i've ever missed him so badly in my life. screw the rest of you.
pet peeves:
10. Running out of italian dressing only to find you have like 10 different varietys of ranch.
9. not having a car to drive people, and get over to peoples houses after your ride gets cancelled.
8. wanting taco bell but my parents telling me im fat enough.
7. being afraid people will not do something after they say they will. then they assure that they will, well whoohoo they cancelled.
6. Wanting to see the movie that everyones already seen.
5. Having your friends that would do something be gone on vacation. (i.e. stephen, veronica, annalisa, elise.... etc etc.)
4. Listening to my grandma complain. and not cutting my freaking rude uncle out of his share of the will.
3. always feeling like i'm never first to anyone.
2. people that twitch.
1. not having steve around. because even if he can't make everything all better he'll listen (or pretend to :-p) and he doesn't cancel plans 3 days in a row with me.
im in the mood for icecream. be lonely if i went by myself too. so screw that.
jfggfagblrakjgfigrguahrigaerh
im going to delete this entry later. i shouldn't be so selfish and wanting. i mean, i should just give give give, hey why the hell should i need anything? c'mon everyone walk all over me.
its better that way isn't it?
kcuf you all.
pet peeves:
10. Running out of italian dressing only to find you have like 10 different varietys of ranch.
9. not having a car to drive people, and get over to peoples houses after your ride gets cancelled.
8. wanting taco bell but my parents telling me im fat enough.
7. being afraid people will not do something after they say they will. then they assure that they will, well whoohoo they cancelled.
6. Wanting to see the movie that everyones already seen.
5. Having your friends that would do something be gone on vacation. (i.e. stephen, veronica, annalisa, elise.... etc etc.)
4. Listening to my grandma complain. and not cutting my freaking rude uncle out of his share of the will.
3. always feeling like i'm never first to anyone.
2. people that twitch.
1. not having steve around. because even if he can't make everything all better he'll listen (or pretend to :-p) and he doesn't cancel plans 3 days in a row with me.
im in the mood for icecream. be lonely if i went by myself too. so screw that.
jfggfagblrakjgfigrguahrigaerh
im going to delete this entry later. i shouldn't be so selfish and wanting. i mean, i should just give give give, hey why the hell should i need anything? c'mon everyone walk all over me.
its better that way isn't it?
kcuf you all.