oh my god, it;s NOT friends only!
i debated for a while if i should make this entry friends-only or not and well, you see what won, because i don't feel like i should have secrets. with that said:
so, i don't think a lot of people got the point of my most recent [public] post. i think this is mostly because it had a subject line that was very misleading. infact, just take that subject line out, read the body, and then you will understand.
i need to talk to someone. i need to sit down and have an actual conversation and physical talk with someone. i need contact. preferably someone not named daniel arthur (because that just won't work) and/or al powers (because even though he is my source of therapy, i feel bad for always burdening him with my problems).
i say i need to talk to someone, but at the same time, i don't know if i can or if i want to or if it's even the right thing to do, right now.
i want to be so upset and so angry, but at the same time i am filled with so much love and good feelings, it's so confusing. if none of this makes sense to you, don't worry, it doesn't really to me either.
i'm not going to complain anymore about how i have no friends or this or that, because all of that is my fault and no one really wants to hear it, myself included. infact, i'm not going to do much of anything anymore and don't take pity on me, i chose to be this/that way.
so, i don't think a lot of people got the point of my most recent [public] post. i think this is mostly because it had a subject line that was very misleading. infact, just take that subject line out, read the body, and then you will understand.
i need to talk to someone. i need to sit down and have an actual conversation and physical talk with someone. i need contact. preferably someone not named daniel arthur (because that just won't work) and/or al powers (because even though he is my source of therapy, i feel bad for always burdening him with my problems).
i say i need to talk to someone, but at the same time, i don't know if i can or if i want to or if it's even the right thing to do, right now.
i want to be so upset and so angry, but at the same time i am filled with so much love and good feelings, it's so confusing. if none of this makes sense to you, don't worry, it doesn't really to me either.
i'm not going to complain anymore about how i have no friends or this or that, because all of that is my fault and no one really wants to hear it, myself included. infact, i'm not going to do much of anything anymore and don't take pity on me, i chose to be this/that way.